i know i've been a bad bad girl.
i made u tear
i made you cry.
i made u think about every single matter till u're going nuts.
i made your eye bags grow darker.

you know i hate doing this but i can't help it. i'm a selfish young lady. i said i wana play. i wana enjoy. but yet i know i'd like to be loved. it's CONTRIDICTING i know. i hate being a terrible big baddie but i know i did so that friday. that friday was the 6th but it seemed like friday the 13th. fucking black friday. it was an impulsive decision to say it all. at 4am that morning. it was all no brained words all butt words. yes yes i'm a bodoh. damn it all that this is happening. let it flow and let everything decide on its own next time.

i know you know i'm nice :)

Beatrice
18011990
eighteen
mailbox- beatrice_sham@hotmail.com

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