fuck those bloody assholes who wana bring mi dwn!!!

was having a pretty happy tym with my lovable darlins.. went to worch snake on the plane miao momi was rite it was reali a great show.. tanx azri for the treat!!! scared. it was as though i saw a ghost. i duno y i felt tat way.. we saw him. he didn't see us.. dadihmmm.. saw him before we went for the movie.. reali felt terrible.. i realised i was shivering. feeling was with him too.. i reali was shivering.. badly.. nvr felt tat way.. i think it's cos i din noe how to face him.. how to appear in front of him. msged momi.. told her everything.. she happened to be heading jp for dinner with dadi n frens too.. so i met her(them) aftr tat.. we hung ard my estate.. chatted abt myself.. i teared.. dadi gave mi tissues.. >awww so nice of him..< hmmm.. talked abt many things.. momi gave mi advices dadi too.. talked abt my frens.. family.. relationship.. everything.. tanx to pat.. he's nice.. said many dirty stuffs with his corrupted thinkings entertaining us.. haha. funni guy~ .. now comes wad i wana sae to those ppl talking behind my back abt some stuff(s)

fuck all thoes ppl who hav been gossiping behind my back.. okai..nbcb.. u ppl noe who u are.. theres more den a handful of u.. if i ever here ur name being mentioned abt gosipping abt mi frm my lovey loves. u'll see wad nice treatment u'll get frm mi.. fuck ur mouth till it grows blisters everywhr.. shit till ur ass turn duper red with red spots all over.. i'll curse you ppl man.. i'm being mean here but wadever i'll heck care eveerything..

btrice is gonna forget abt him.. dadi told mi my answers to all my questions.. he got it frm him.. now i'm convinced n i'll forget everything.. start anew.. yeah!! and to the gossipers.. we shall see if we nid some trouble against them... rmb one thing.. u do bad to mi.. u'll suffer umpteen times more than i did.. u do good to mi.. u'll enjoy my company.. so u ppl show ur life u wana live with mi..

it's for the 18th august 2006..

both of them are the dearest to me. one, a lady who's the most important person in my life. went through all the full 10 months of pregnancy and endured through all hardships jus to give birth to me. a blessed child. she worked hard to earn those money n give me the best she could give n the all that i wanted. struggled through these 16 yrs of her life to suffer under all my intolerable behaviour. another a man. whom i've cherished and loved alot since the day i arrived into this world. he's always there for me when i needed one to rant on. to cry on. to joke. he's my dearest khaki. C= he's always on my side.. to stand on my side even if it meant going against HER wishes n decisions and getting into quarrels with her. one gave me financial love. the other emotional love.

i often wondered is it a wrong decision GOD made to send me to this world. a wrong decision for this couple to try for a baby some 16 years ago.. thinking through for many years, i realised that it is a wrong choice they've made. out of the 5 quarrels they had, at least abt 3 of them is because of me. their daughter. btrice. don't ask me why i tink in such a way. it jus came naturally to me that i'm the cause of all these quarrels n arguments they had. maybe i'm jus a wayward child or rather a depraved devil that is destinated to live thier lives with them like tat.

ppl are struggling hard on their exams. what is btrice doing? she's trying to control her emotions, (they're killing her) pushing her to the end of the world. her problems. everything. i always say. my problems come, got settled and a new ones comes again in no time. what i'll conclude is this world is like that it's just a world full of problems to let you settle. it's exactly what human beings do all day.

how shld btrice overcome all these? not everything is told here.. things are not as simple as it seems here. my closer ones don't even noe. i reali don't noe how to pour it to them.. i apologise.

chris did tis for us when we visited him at the cafe~

happie 19th bdae Miao momi~

todae's momi's bdae and sent her bdae msg in the early morning of her bdae. haa.. hmmm.. happie fer momi cause she's able to celebrate it with her granny.. cherish~ had bball game with the e6 guys yst at my hse>color court< size="4">clever btrice shot in 2 balls into the net!!!! wahahaha.. so cool!!

had fun with ppl playing with btrice... adore them.. ppl who dun wana play or hav no tym boo~ not nice ppl.. dun like kapoh!! he din play with mi nor bother abt mi yst..BOO!!! kapoh bad boi! haass... ignores.. hmmm.. gonna hav 2e7 06' classfoto taking tmr.. haha.. lovey loves.. anticipating for that hour!!





haaa.. this is wad miranda darl did for mi when i was in class.. told mi to look dwn on the floor.. stay dwn der.. den i blur blur follow her instructions.. den "chika" i realised she took a EMO pic of mi.. haa.. actually not bad la.. it's nice.. tanx sweetie... haa..lovey loves.<3>

tats all alil lazy to blog.. going to worch tv n head for my nap soon.. haa..


beat with min waiting for fireworks..

this is the amount of ppl sitting ard waiting jus to see the fireworks.

dots.. no guys ard to let btrice bio.. -0-

darlins min n jing riding the double seater bike

btrice riding n posing at the same tym.. so cool eh!!

look in the camera.. *kachaa* aww~ so sweet...

beat n min.. see how naughty we are..

it seems lik i jus lik to *pout* as if i wana kiss someone..haha..

IT'S FOR 9TH AUGUST

was with family for the dae.. went to west mall for lunch.. den bought tv.. a brand new one.. something i'd love haa.. hmmm.. den aftr tat headed dwn to granny's place.. aftr tat.. was pretty bored den heard frm azri they going jp worch tokyo drift madeline, azri.. huit ting(3e6) n a small sec 2 boi~ haa he damn short la.. small kid.. lol.. hmm.. den i rush dwn to mit dem.. den worch the show.. haa.. damn nice... hmm.. i love cars so tis will be suitable for mi!! haa.. woots~ love it.. den aftr tat they went back. while i go macafe find chris.. den chat awhile den he punching out soon so accompany mi back hm.. den realise nvr bring keys + mummy they all not back yet.. so went to mua playground there chat chat.. den saw keith n winnie n sis playing bball. they play damn cute la.. kept laughing.. LOL


IT"S FOR 10TH AUGUST

was slacking whole dae at hm.. looked through alil of my chem for tmr's test... den play with my niece baby girl. haa.. hmm.. den went dwn to join hui ting n frens fer their ping pong session.. lol... so bored but had fun la.. den this wierd uncle kept critisizing the guys.. sae we old man also can do push up u all young boys can't do?? so weak.. go army sure die! bloody freako sae stupid things onli.. den cum to mi n hui ting den sae.. why mix with malays.. nvr mix with chinese? denn we reply.. frens ma~ den he sae.. orh.. den walks aways... stupid la.. den went hm.. den my maid went to buy some chill frm the mama shop opp my block.. den he's a bloody cheater la.. nbcb... fucker man.. sell my maid her top up card at 21.90 when it's suppose to be sold at 20 bucks onli.. freak la.. den she din buy come back tell mi.. den i go dwn myself.. den i go ask him how much he sell.. den he told mi 20 bucks.. freaking asshole.. seems lik my looks can reali be of use at tyms too eh.. esp when ppl sae i hav tat ah lian face.. LOL~ i use it when i hav to okai.. lol.. assshole.. waste of my tym onli.. fucker~

8th august~








good bud's unpleasant news to mi..


starting to get freaked up by this unknown tat always comes to my blog to tag.. n kip saying hot babe n stuff.. LOL~ i'm getting tired of playing with u ... jus tell mi who u are la.. jus kip it to urself n the com. is there a use or rather a meaning in doing it??? wth~ tired tired.. i'm surprised tat i actually din flare up bcox my mood is suppose to be pretty bad cox of the situation i'm in now.. feeling so uncomfortable.. i hate it when it comes every month.. so uneasy.. LOL>>> hmmm... happpie shalala.. it's so nice to be happie shalala.. everybody shld be happy~~ hmmm.. sang this tat nite when i chldn't slip but my maid din bother mi.. she continued sliping.. sad~ hmmm.. went to meiyi darlin's hsee to tonn on tues nite.. cox wed no sch.. so went there.. but b4 i went there i went to mit miranda.. she had a prob wif her CAR... so i gotta help her with it.. lol... felt so sad when she told mi it might no turn out to run as well as she expected it to... but i told her.. btrice will do her best to help!!! lol.. yup... had a flu since tat nite i went to jurong hill it was the 3rd tym i went there.. veri nice place loved it damn loads.. damn nice scenery.. it makes mi feel more relaxed.. haa.. muackx to jurong hil man!!! w0o0t!..

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