Sunday, April 29, 2007 // 4:17 PM
i'm sorry peeps. but i'm jus reali out of mood for anything these daes. right. things are not going on too well.. i guess i'm just falling again.. i don't noe.. give me sometime. i'll be back.. i'll be back wit a good n happy post. give me some time.. do pray for me that all things go well n smooth for mi.. i'm gonna hit the mye papers nxt wk.. pray tat i know wad to do. tks to all the kind souls who helped mi. tks. you're all much appreciated. Labels: mild depression
Friday, April 27, 2007 // 7:15 PM
a person i wana kip forever truely by my heart.i don't noe wad to sae.
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i'm trying my best. putting on my best to be the best girlfriend on earth. i'm trying.. although i'm not a single bit there yet. can't u see it? right i admit i'm demanding. i'd love you to be wit mi almost 24/7 if it's possible. but..i noe u don't like & you tink it's not necessary. i'm changing.. not wanting to do unnecesarries alrdy. i love you so.. pls do understand my thoughts for this relationship. i mean it when i sae forever to our r/s. but if you don't believe mi, i reali don't noe wad to sae alrdy.
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iloveyoubaby.
Labels: for him.
Thursday, April 26, 2007 // 6:44 PM
baby.. u fell sick n now aftr visiting u tat dae..it's my turn!!!!
feeling so heaty..
the feeling jus sucks!!!
=((
Labels: sicky~
Sunday, April 22, 2007 // 7:31 PM
i miss baby so much..
i mean it..
i love him so much..
i mean it..
all these we've not exchanged for such a long tym..
we've been through 4 months of together-ness.
something i've expected more for this r/s..
i wana see us holding hands walking dwn the street years ltr..
i reali wan to..
to make this sight come true..
i'm gonna change myself..
not a change jus for him totally..
but for myself too..
something he said which was pretty true..
something my closed ones (miranda) told mi..
great!
wit wad i decided in mind..
i'll definely do it well..
weee~
i can see myself changing alil too..
although emo is still pretty exsistant in my life now
but baby..
do understand..
my loved one is leaving mi..
i'll get emo at the tot of it...
when smthing goes wrong..
last tym..
i noe she'll be there
& now..
she can't..
i'll definetly be sad..
i miss her alot..
it's onli a dae without her..
i'm missing her so much alrdy..
rite..
life still has to go on..
jus giv mi some tym n i'll adapt to it soon..
baby..
shall we work hard in achieving our new yr resolution we made tat tym??
ilu.
*pix up soon*
Labels: jus for baby.
Saturday, April 21, 2007 // 2:12 PM
she's leaving mi.. nvr coming back again..
i'll miss her..
i'll miss all the happiness we shared..
she's the best thing tat happened in my life..
the best i can ask for..
she's the best stranger that stepped into my life..
nobody can overtake her position..
although i still can't overcome the fact that i'm gonna lose her for life..
but i noe..
i can still contact her although mitting her will be veri difficult..
but the mobile fone will be of veri good use to the both of us..
been weeping everynight these few daes, but i'm not gonna weep anymore..
i'm gonna stand strong n listen to her words..
i'll do my best to overcome every obstacle.
even if it meant all by myself...
i believe i can do it..
i'm growing independent soon.
Labels: indepence frm now on.
Monday, April 16, 2007 // 4:16 PM
lol!!
great..
i indulged myself into online shopping instead of gaming.
guess wad?
jus yst alone...
i've alrdy spent $106.20..
OMG!!!!
anyone nice willing to sponser mi some money??
=X
Labels: money woes..
Thursday, April 12, 2007 // 4:33 PM
back to blog again!! life is contradicting. or rather to say is it love tat is the one? life's been pretty good.. overall to sae..not too bad to make me wana die.. been harping on to the thoughts of wanting to throw my fone away.. no.1 - too old.. no.2- certain reasons. cause of mr boo. i seriously wana emphasize on this entry. can someone tell me why ppl love to game so much that they neglect everything? is gaming reali so so so important tat they can forget abt anything else n jus GAME. wtf?i'm so left out.. he games. they game. everyone games. my god!!! why did god create me here in this world but make mi hate gaming so much.? y? worst still.. make mi meet so many ppl n frens who love to game so much.. ldiots.. i'm freaking pissed. n i'm pissed to the core of the earth.. WTH??i'm dissapointed.. don't understand my feelings. don't bother abt mi.. lol... i hate this!!!! freaking helll.. i sae this.. i nid noone but him now.. can i get tis request?..... i doubt so. one more thing. i hate taking iniciative again.. all the relationships. i've been doing it.. i dun wana start the conver first alrdy... be it to him or others.. reverting to my old ways... GET THIS CLEAR!!!!
Labels: clearing up.