Thursday, November 29, 2007 // 10:50 PM
convincingi'm finding it hard to convince ppl that this is gonna work. because i believe it will work out well.
they sae. "it's moving off too fast!" " he's not the guy u're looking for" "you guys wouldn't last"
hearing all these makes my heart feel so hurt. but than i know what i want. i feel that as long as i'm happy here. enjoying my time with him, it's all enuff. reali enuff. learnt alil too many from the previous rss. realised how true this sentence is " time will overcome everything" i thought it was bull shit then. but now i know it's a true fact everyone will believe.
mr stone's so busy that he hardly has time for me.
BUT i'm gonna be an understanding gf.
i'll be finding my BFF and sampat and babes out when he ain't free for me.
wahahahaha.!!
i'm gonna hardcore train myself to be the best gf in the world.
lets hope this is gonna work
:x
i miss mr stone!!
: ((((((((((
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 // 10:54 PM
fav pic for nov :))) 
back view:- 73 bucks topshop blouse super in love in it anyone wana get it for me ?
front view :)
evil grins bro :)
merc convertable LOVES!! ps. the driver is a chubby teddy -.-
walking through a brand new chap now.
guess i did mention about it. but now i'm officially disclosing it.
right i'm indeed in a new r/s now.
bitch and gossip wad u wana say.
heck it.
i shall not mind.
i shall not bother.
i know i'm happy and it's all that matters.
i felt that i should reali move on.
the previous r/s failed not cause of me.
i shouldn't reproach on it and be stuck down there.
i'm being real strong and moving on.
definetly with the help of mr stone. :)
closed ones knew abt him.
some even met.
got positive and negative comments abt us.
but still i choose to stand by it.
i'm the one walking through this path i know wad i want.
i shall onli listen and keep for reference.
i belive i can work things out.
seeking a change in a total new way of how i work solving matters in r/s.
i know i'm a big time failer in it. but now i'm reali trying hard to improve on it. :))
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MR STONE : ))
u showed me how to walk outta this whole thing alone.
u taught me how to face it.
u made my dae by doing silly nonsensical stuffs but still i love it the way u do.
u made me tear though it's been just a few daes but at least it showed that u reali mattered.
i teared with no complaints cause for all i know it's something worth that many drops.
u made me feel i worth anything u boost me up from below.
i was once a lil pebble that would onli stay deep down below the pond alone and
it was this current that pushed u this stone right next to me accompanying me all the way.
mr stone. u tried so hard to make things meet.
i appreciate all that u've done and i hold my words to u.
tat if there's ever a chance, i'll wana hold ur hand till the end.
it's not jus any other mushy empty sweet nothing but i reali feel it.
u make me feel something reali extraordinary from the rest.
u're that special mr stone :))
Friday, November 23, 2007 // 1:07 AM
my life now is ultimately to best!got over every single headache and i'm enjoying life.
going on everything happily and freely.
:))))))
i ain't gonna regret the brk up.
i'm serious.
i mean wad i sae.
Monday, November 19, 2007 // 5:44 PM
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lets hope this rainbow can continue shining.
:)))))))))))))))
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Thursday, November 01, 2007 // 9:27 PM
i'm finding it hard to move on with life.shopping's been living my life nowadays.
i'm gonna spend all my savings away soon.
my bitch's been dating me out to make me feel beta.
esp jaime darling. :)
i'm not able to forget it all.
although things are different now and i'm suppose to live with it,
i realised.
i can't.
it's been almost a month
but.
my heart still tells me what i've been doing is not gonna work.
i wana make things revive.
make the past become alive..
hugg the pretty bear to slip everydae with a smile.
instead of hugging it wit tears.
i yearn to see ur smile.
but.
do u wish to see mine?
i wish to help u celebrate ur bdae on the 22th nov.
i hope.
i hope u'll tell me u love me.
once again.
i hope.
i yearn.
this is my last wish.
iloveu.