make me ur wonder, make me ur lover.

Monday, January 29, 2007 // 9:10 PM

haven't been blogging much these daes..

no.1- lazy

no.2- tired frm work..

sorry peeps!! hahah..

promise to blog more frequently!!!

mr boo boo:

i miss u so much..

these few daes,we had our sweet moments n sour ones too..

within these few incidents tat happened..

it did infact make our love grow stronger..

at least for my side.. i felt it..

jus wana tell u..

i reali do treasure u..

i treat tis whole relationship as a total new start for mi...

a total freshman in love..

i'm a newbie..

not in love before..

i love u so much..

these words we exchanged it all uncountable times..

hav we said it for the sake cox the other is saying or do we reali meant it?

i noe i jus said it for the sake in the past but now..

i said it when my heart tells mi i reali do..

I LOVE U!!! <3<3

pls do cry when u read all these.. wahaha..

Labels: elaboration of love.

Monday, January 22, 2007 // 11:47 PM

ain she cute?? =x

eat so much!! pig!!

the lovables!!!

the awake n the sleepy head!! see wad i mean??

the lady monster conquer the man.. =.=

our meal at 2345pm.. at cartel.

the dArk dark ppl!!

=))

ppl who irritate us look at tis!!

how horribe can we look???

back frm 3 daes 2 nites out!!

spent my this 3 daes wit Mr Boo Boo..

inclusive of my bdae tat dae.. 18-21st was all spent wit him..

he's so freaking fortunate can?

lol..

MR BOO BOO:

BE GLAD!! WAHAHAH..

chalet on 19-20th

pretty short one wit onli 4 ppl

but it was a enjoyable one besides some fucktard things tat happened..

don't wana mention the unpleasant things

but the pleasant ones..

went tanning n had small bbq

a word to describe it all..

FUN!!

all thanks to the sun on our tanning dae,

i'm a lobster now.. but turning tanned soon..

wahahaha

watch out for the tanned btrice!!

haa..

pix up!!

Friday, January 19, 2007 // 12:08 AM

happie bdae btrice!!!

thks to all that came!~

enojyed it all although it was more or less a self entertaining kinda party..

no.1 - my mood wasn't reali good..

no.2 - met a fucking patient during work todae.. sian diao.

arghgh!! i jus hate tis all.. wth!!

she's unlucky jus NOT to get my name to complain abt mi..

BUT i'm LUCKY because the bitch is din get her wish on wanting to complian i feedback abt mi..

wahahaha!!!! bloody bitch so back hm n rott n die getting darker can?? fucktard!!!

the best gift i got for my bdae was wad MR BOO BOO did..

I LOVE MR BOO BOO~

baby:

i reali appreciated the card n super darn freaking shocking surprise u gave mi.

i reali love it!.

so exciting can?

u're reali swit..

nobody i've came across would ever make such efforts to do it..

reali..

i love u!

i said it i mean it..

there was a time i used to ponder n tink if we're reali suited n all n if things will reali work out..

but NOW!!

i dun even hav to think nor take a min to react.

i'll jus tell myself i dun regret a single bit n u're reali the best i can ever ask for..

wit u..

the rest is all secondary..

iloveuiloveuiloveuiloveuiloveuiloveuiloveuiloveu

huggskisseshuggskisseshuggskisseshuggskisseshuggskisseshuggskisses.

i'll love u for as long as we're tgt shall not name it as a term forever but will name it as for a long period of tym. tis i promise u.. forgive mi for my willfulness n sensative moments but do understand it's all for a reason.. trying hard to control but it's hard walk mi through it k.. rmb u said now i shall lead u the way on our route?? & u'll take over n lead mi aftr some tym? i feel tat u're leading the way alrdy.. it's true.. n i enjoy the treatment... it's reali nice being lead. esp by u!.

more to sae but i shall continue sometime ltr.. guess all these is enuff to make ur heart tear wit joyfulness n even feeling touched..

i love u!!!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007 // 12:08 AM

blogger sucks!!

was suppose to hav NICE LONG entries but blogger forbidded mi to do it..

fucktard!!

nehji~

anyway..

btrice is gonna be patient n do it ALL OVER AGAIN..

veri nice~

alumni concert is over..

gonna post alil bit abt it..

not gonna join alumni cox i've no commitment towards it now..

not to sae i've totally no interest but to sae cox i'm not in the rite mood to commit now..

so gonna leave tis matter aside n talk abt it sometime ltr..

pix up on concert ltr!!

BEATRICE BDAE COMING IN 2 DAES TYM!!!

gonna hav small celebration at my place..

haa...

ppl asked..

"my dear ..wad do u want for ur bdae tis yr?"

hmmm..

pls do let mi list out wad i want for bdae tis yr.

TOPS.

(frm zara.mango.topshop.forever21)

red shades.

belts.

BAGS.

necklaces.

(beaded ones.)

bangles.

(thick retro ones)

perfume.

(jenniffer lopaz's "still" or smthing?) =.=

think tats all i can think of.

anyway a reminder to take note!

ppl pls don't giv mi things UNUSABLE can?

n can i NOT hav PHOTOFRAMES anymore?

i've had at least 6 unused ones in my cupboard!!

btrice is getting happier n happier dae by dae..ask her abt it if she noes how to tell u she'll answer ur qn super nicely.. things at work going not veri nicely.. not veri happie at work though..

told mr boo boo abt it.. n onli him.. not even mummy nor daddy. nah~ dun wana tell others. haa..

things ard mi are all going along pretty well.. i'm enjoying it all!!! haaa.. not gonna take eveything for granted now.. results out on the 5th of feb.. how much i hate this.. can i not take it? haix.. i hate tis.. hmmm..

Monday, January 08, 2007 // 6:37 PM

my dae was fun.. nice n uber tired n busy..

things were all good..

patients were all piling n i lik tat feeling when i'm on the frontline!!

din feel lik eating during lunch so went to staff launch to rest n hav teh tarik!

halfway during work 3-4 plus stomach super hungry..=-=..

huo gai~

hmmm..

worried abt baby cox of certain things..

but he's fine now..

hope he'll be ltr too..

=))

reached hm..

got things to munch..

wanted to help baby wit his blog..

went in..

saw his previous enteries..

i'm falling again..

fang love to sae tat i'm weak..

i'm not weak in any other thing..

but for such things..

i admit n i agree..

i suck in it..

i always try to hold on a brave front but i always fail n i cry..

tats the worst thing abt mi..

i cry damn super easily..

call mi a crybaby~

i'll not reject the nickname.

it's the fact n the real truth..

no mood to change alrdy..

more to sae no mood for anything else le..

nvm..

btrice'll be fine in awhile..

jus like the heat in the food u jus cook..

it'll turn cold aftr awhile..

it's the same..

btrice too..

dun wory abt her..

esp baby.. if u see tis.. see n forget..

i'm fine alrdy by the tym u see this..

loves~

// 12:28 AM

tats my idiot baby!! look lik dumbo figuring duno wad shit.. wahaha

he looks so adorable~ aww.. like a discarded child =x

lovable lil baby's idiot drinking ice blended mocha.. shiok aftr shopping at bugis!

idiot baby wana kick mi can? bastard!!

still wana use his char boh hand grab mi??.. i siam!!

Sunday, January 07, 2007 // 11:52 PM

fucktard!

early in the morning

she

made mi cry even before i was onli partially awake..

den now.

because i only echoed wad she said den he scolded mi?

it's like wtf??

ik din mean anything rite?

fucktard..

my mood for the dae totally soiled because of u 2 ppl can?

pls show mi the freaking care n concern u shld can?

i feel no nothing...

n i get nothing at all besides financial love.

please i repeat please

don't be good onli when u've me to talk n rant to..

i'm not a machine which takes n endures every farking thing u hav to sae ok?

treat mi lik a normal human being can?

show mi ur true care.. i nid to feel them to survive here..

u may think i don't nid but wth?

who doesn't?

u ppl need tym to understand all abt ur own flesh n blood.

we're all suffering..

repent on urselves.

i'll grieve for u~

Friday, January 05, 2007 // 11:38 PM

once again

i've came out frm the deep valley i used to get stucked in.

a hand was stretched out

to bring me out..

see the world again..

to see the wonderful life ppl are enjoying..

i wana stay out there for long..

i wana live with all these nice environments..

i don't want to be enjoying half-way

& suddenly i'm being pushed back

to the lonely n cold valley again..

to the hand tat stretched to bring mi up..

pls lead me to a fabulous life..

lead me to a life totally different to what i've been living in the past.

i believe if i fall back into the valley again,

like i always say..

i'll not get back on my feet again..

i might hav said all tat for show in the past

but i'm veri sure..

if i fall frm tis..

i might nvr come bACK again..

i'll not be able to take it..

reali..

pls..

make my new year resolution for us come true..

make the promise u trusted u go on n last long.

i nvr asked for promises n believed in it..

but i believed urs n i chose to believe it..

pls dun disappoint mi n push mi back into the valley.

cherish mi while i cherish u the same way

Thursday, January 04, 2007 // 11:15 PM

took this when i was out wit jac n nat..

shopped for a long long tym..

so tired tat dae but bought nothing..

saddening can???

hmmmm..

Tuesday, January 02, 2007 // 11:36 PM

feeling alil bored so took tis tests which i would nvr do in my life as

i felt they were a waste of tym.

jean gave mi the links!

thks loads they occupied alot of my tym!!

wahaha here goes~

Key Areas of your Personality

Your personality stands out from the average person's particularly in the areas of:
Your High Curiosity Level
Your High Need for Variety

Your personality is made up of a unique pattern of traits. These traits impact the way you think, feel, and behave on an everyday basis. In your report you will read a detailed explanation of each of your core personality traits, including your strengths and challenge points.

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Your Interaction Style:
You scored 65 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily outward towards other people and things - rather than inward. You don't mind being alone, but you feel most energized and inspired when you are around other people. Your mixed extroversion/ introversion tendency affects your learning style: For example, it is more effective for you to listen to a person explain something than it is for you to read about it on your own.

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Social patterns:

You are right-brained when it comes to interacting with people and recognizing emotions in other people.

your true colors in love,

you're a Romantic Partner
You put your trust in old-fashioned love and romance. As a result, you don't want just any partner. You're looking for a devoted soul mate. On your search for that person, you're one who can truly appreciate the rituals of courtship. Flowers, holding hands, thoughtful notes — these are the kinds of things that can set a heart like yours aflutter. Once you've found that special someone who stirs your desire, a Romantic Partner like you may have a tendency to disappear in the throws of this passionate romance entirely. But don't worry, once the relationship matures, you'll likely come up for air.
Amazingly, this is just the beginning of what we know about you based on your responses to the Colors of Love Test questions.

what kinda flirt are u?

pretty safe to say that you're a Subtle Flirt —

you're a master of the flirting game. You know how to attract attention from anyone, any time. A quick come-hither smile, a little game of look-away-and-look-back-again — before long you have the object of your affection wrapped around your little finger. One of the best things about your approach is that it's discreet. You can always act innocent and coy if something gets taken out of context or misunderstood. Just make sure you're not too subtle, or you may end up playing the game all by yourself.

Monday, January 01, 2007 // 11:43 AM

happie new year!!!

lets all welcome 2007!!!

everybody do rmb to write the dates correctly frm now on k??

it's 2007 not 206 alrdy..!!! haa

rmb i always had such probs when i was still in sch..

now guess i dun nid to write dates for at least another 3 months..

spent my last few hrs of the yr at marina south..

the fireworks were beautiful!!!

someone used sparkles to make a heart shape for his gf..

so swit can???

hmmm..

overall to sae i loved tis yr's countdwn..

HAPPIENEWYEAR EVERYONE!!!