miao momi edited tis fer us.. loves her.. how swit thankx momi.. <3



boo!!! 25th sept..

suddenly she's anticipating to her first month wit him.. hmmm.. why is it so?? most likely because she's happy with him.. somehow sometime she was having some doubts abt him n the relationship she's having.. but thinking back properly, she realised that he's nice.. reali nice.. treats her well.. fulfilled almost all her expectations of wad kinda guy she seeks.. so.. wad shld she doubt it.. hmmm.. anticipating to their 1st month.. 2nd.. 3rd.. 1 yr... 2yr.. hmmmm so on n so forth.. she reali shld cherish him n hold him tightly beside her.. reali.. she shld.. she shall love him to the fullest..muackx~ ^o^

life now has been turning n changing.. for the beta.. everybody's treating her to the fullest n the best. nobody went against her.. she enjoys all these treatment.. she reali hopes tis kinda life can live wit her for a longer period of tym.. had alil chat on the fone wit kapoh bud while waiting for darlin to call mi last nite.. suddenly all our bickers came back.. missed dem.. big bully.. i shall eat up all the KAPOHS... to take revenge for myself.. wahaha.. hmmm... i love the ppl ard mi.. may all the baddies fade n die away.. may all angels n devils bring them to a place where worst bullies exsists n leave them there to enjoy that fcuking treatment.. wahaha.. loves~

baby n btrice taking a pic during our red wine session...

our candid shot by pat... haa.. (see btrice drinking red wine??) wahaha..

darl meiyi n btrice on the way dwn to downtwn.. imagine 1 hr of train ride wit no hunks..LOL -o-..

baby's truth or dare punishment.. wahaha~ cute!!!! doesn't he look lik i big kolar bear... =P haa... (baby's gonna kill mi for tis...) haaa..

it's for the 23rd~

headed to dwntwn.. went for pat's chalet.. haa.. had a super fun dae.. alil lazy to list out all tat we enjoyed.. wana noe.. go to darl meiyi's blog.. she's listed almost all the things n happenings tat happened... haaa.. loading some pix... tats all... haa.. some wit darl meiyi.. some wit baby.. n one particular pic tat baby was being sabo-ed haa.. so funny.. haaa.. poor baby.. hmmm.. cha0s..

it's for 18th sept~

todae is our veri special dae.. although not much of a special thing but oh come on.. i tink it is den it is ok.. haa.. it's our official dae.. we chose.. or rather i chose this dae cox aftr 4 months, it's gonna be my bdae.. exactly the same dae.. haa.. darlin wasn't feeling well.. he kept feeling lik vomitting.. so darn poor thing can?? so xim tia.. hmmm.. couldn't be by him.. one point cox late le n also cox was studying wit meiyi for tmr's paper.. hmm.. but now. he's much beta.. happie!!! i miss darlin loads.. so xin ku.. stay so darn far.. haa.. siansation.. hmmmmm~ how much i love playing games wit darlin.. haa. esp.. scissors paper stone.. hmmm.. kapoh game.. hmmm.. aiya.. loads n loads of games.. so fun!!! rite baby?? haa.. cox he always lose to mi!!! haaa... ahah~ mind blank tink tats all.. lalala..


i love you.. i mean it.. u believe it.. we hold by it..<3

i love tis 2 swit soffties .. but the white one is MISSING!!!! so irritating.. can't find..

it's for 16th sept!!!!

started the dae at 9.. dressed up... n took the train all the way till amk.. lol!!! first tym travel until so far alone jus to go find ppl.. lol... gimme a break man!! so tiring plus boring.. haa.. went amk to find darlin..irritating stay so far.. haa.. nvm.. worth the trip la.. haa.. went there.. saw his mummy.. his aunts.. n his cousins.. haa.. they're all so cute n nice... his mummy.. cute lil women.. haa.. she's so small size.. n she's nice.. haa.. hmmm... she also veri gan jiong ltr i swollow her precious son.. haa.. dun ask mi wad happen.. veri funny.. haa.. lol... rite darlin?? haa.. hmmm.. worched tv played com.. talk to his momi. aunts. cousins.. so cute ppl.. haaa.. stayed over till abt 7 den i left for je to mit meiyi n meijing darl... hmmm..the trip frm jurong to amk is abt 1 hr apprx la.. lol.. so bored but when i went back frm amk, it was bored at all.. darl passed mi his mp3 to acc mi through the whole journey cox he scared i'll be darn bored. haa.. swit swit.. muackx!!!. true enuff it's not tat bad aftr all.. i slept on the way frm bishan to je.. lol...so shag lo.. haa.. hmmm.. aftr tat went to mit tat 2 darl of mine.. den we strolled all over everywhr.. saw mani ppl.. whom we knew.. haa.. so coincidental.. haa.. lol.. i love baby!!! he's nice.. ilu..~ muackx.. getting alil lazy to elaborate wad i did yst.. boredom.. !!!!



joe dadi!!!! i love ya too.. u're one of the 3 i musn't lose.. u.. momi.. charles.. must love mi this ger ger too kk?? haa.. adores u dadi.. short n swit msg but veri meaningful.. haa..




to my HIM!!..

i hope this relationship will last long n we'll live hand in hand each other with a veri fulfilling yet enjoyable happie tym.. remember wad i told u? my plan for the nxt 2 months? yup.. i wana fulfil it.. i wan blessings frm others... frm mummy daddy.. haha.. these few daes we went through it veri happily.. i hope it'll go the same for the rest.. i love u for ur everything.. so don't worry abt thoes panda eyes k.. their CUTE!!! muackx..!!! haa..







i love miao momi.. she's so swit.. reali adores her.. had a long talk wit her.. updated each other abt our lives.. talked till we were so engrossed in it.. -wad does it show??? mother n daughter love la!!- lol... momi.. rmb i'm always here thought i might not be able to help much but my ear n heart is always here.. okok?? rmb without any 3 of u i'll cry n nvr wake up..!! haa..

how much i love fri n sat man!!!!!

went bugis with jaime darl.. shopped till i reali dropped.. haa. spent alot.. haa.. bought 3 bottoms n 1 top.. a bag.. n a braclet.. haa.. no more shopping btrice!!! headed to enid's hse to bathe.. den to dadi's.. haa..

it's so nice to hang out at dadi's place with so many ppl.. haa.. had pat pat.. xin.. charles.. enid.. jaime n mi n of course DADI.. haa... if onli momi was there.. hmm :c haa.. nvm.. she'll definitly be there the nxt tym.. -saw tat momi??- haa.. hmmm.. drank alil barcardi.. learnt audition through all boredness there.. den played thru the nite cox can't slip while the rest was sliping lik piggys.. lol.. onli pathetic lil btrice can't slip.. ewwww~ haa.. kajiao them to wake up... jaime darl had alil celebration at dadi's hm.. had small cake.. den sing bdae song for her.. at lik 12 plus 1.. haa... but soon aftr she left hm liao.. dadi n i sent her back n she said to mi.. SO GOOD UH?? how bad.. i iniciated the small celebration den she say mi lik tat.. sobx.. nvm.. guess she was jus kddin.. i knew it!! bad darlin.. haa.. den play play play.. totally not slipy at all.. even if i lie dwn there for so long no use!!!

got alil shock abt something.. pleased to hear but felt bad towards her.. wadeva.. living in a simple life.. no problems no worries.. haa..

went to farid bro-neighbour's bdae party wit meiyi darl.. haa.. was pretty fun but the food not veri interesting cause no satay.. ewww.. how can?? malay dun hav satay?? haa.. nvm.. wasn't tat hungry anywae.. haa.. aftr eating went to fool ard with the peeps.. den kajiao bdae boi.. haa.. so cute.. den went to play bball.. haa.. fun fun.. hmmm... went back ard 10+ 11.. haa.. ended my dae lik tat.. was suppose to slip aftr bathing den somemone wanted to chat.. den chat all the way till 3 in the morn.. haa.. nice chat la.. so no wines abt it.. haa...

thank you for all that u said n gave mi.. much appreciated..

took this on... duno when.. haha.. last month.?? hmmm..

btrice is fine now.. ppl out there dun worry k.. i'm reali fine.. haa.. all those probs.. believe it or not.. i heard nothing now.. maybe ppl reali understood english.. hmm.. smart kids.. haa.. i'm not gonna bother much abt these things now.. haa..

was at home for the whole of wed n thurs.. haaa. being a good girl brushing up on her art n alil studying.. haa... prelims coming.. lol.. sianzation.. ~ FRIDAY is gonna be a total new matter.. we're gonna go sentosa to celebrate jaime darl's 16th bdae.. haa.. so much of anticipation .. o0o0o.. woot!!! i wana go.. hurry for fri... aftr which gonna tonn out.. either wit kapoh for movies or wit joe dadi at his place n frens. chilling wit the half bottle of alcohol.. haaa.. girls!!!! hurry reply mi if u can tonn!!! grrrr make mi wait lik siao.. lols..~


-how much i hate cramps...- pain.. awwww~


for 2nd sept.2006..

to u: yes.. i reali hate u alot now.. tonns and tonns of hatred to what u've done to mi.. i reali wonder why did u did all that to hurt mi when i've done nothing to make u suffer.. i reali dun understand.. by doing all these to mi will it help to make u happier? to make u live with more happiness??? i reali wonder.. stop telling mi u regret n u're sorry.. pls.. kip it all to urself.. save it for urself in ur heart n for ur own ears to listen.. i'm sick n tired hearing all this frm u.. i hate to hear all these.. stop doing all these things be it to mi.. or to others out there.. u asked mi to change u to a better man.. i can help u.. provided u''re true n sincere with no lies n betrayal again.. once is enough to kill .. it's jus lik killing a man.. one hard stab is enough to leave him lying in the hospital bed n either send him to the mortuary or to be paralysed for life.. u choose ur route.. reali tired to sae much further.. tot it over for a long long tym.. this is gonna be the second the last chance i've giving.. u lose it... it's gone for life.. dun blame mi.. i hate to do this but i'm driven to the ends.. i've no choice.. to choose btw hurting u or hurting myself.. i'd choose hurting u.. i'm selfish but it's afterall my choice.. i choose.. think it over..

to the gossipers: to say abt u ppl... i've just something short for u.. if u trust mi n believe mi.. jus help by defending n clarifying for mi.. it'll be very much appreciated.. reali.. BUT if u're gonna be on the opposition's side.. oh come on.. i'm not gonna suffer much.. i'm strong here.. i can hav a one man show.. i'll stand alone.. even if there's ppl who's gonna help mi.. i'm strong now... not gonna bother abt those fucking criticisim u hav for mi.. i'm gonna take it as.. crows chirping.. ugly dogs barking.. pathetic bastards n btiches with no life going round fucking talk crap abt ppl... u choose ur route.. u feel for urself.. do smthing meaningful or doing smthing stupid for the rest of ur fucking life...



it's for 31st september

these pix are taken.. on tchr's dae.. haa.. went to my pri sch. den headed to meiyi's sch.. den to citylink.. den to cine n saw someone whom i didn't want to see at this pt of time.. nvm.. den went heeren.. didn't shop cause no mood plus i'm money-less.. haa..broke darn broke.. damn!!! sian.. hmmm..

it's for 26th august 2006

this is the onli pic i took with darl meiyi when we went for movies tat dae.. how much i love this pic man!! awww so swit~~~

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