Tuesday, October 31, 2006 // 7:40 PM
MR ABC.. u make mi feel lik hating u.!!! UNrefined n UNgentlemen.. horrible!!!! Sunday, October 29, 2006 // 1:35 PM
Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in the park.one night..Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our lives
Daniel: Yup I don't know what to doJasmine: I know! We'll play a game
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boyfriend
Daniel: That's a great plan! in fact i don't have nothing to do much this following weeks..
DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they were both touched in a romantic film
DAY 4: They went to the beach and have a picnic..Daniel and Jasmine spent their quality time together
DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they rode on the Horror House..Jasmine was scared and she wanted to touch Daniel's hand but instead, she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed
DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life.. Spend the rest of your time together happily"Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor..Jasmine mumbled something..
DAY 28: They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident
DAY 29: Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game..
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine.. Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all
Daniel: Wait for me..20mins later.. a stranger approached JasmineStranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine : Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital.
The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter
Doctor: We found this in daniel's pocketJasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and I am really falling for you..Your cherished smile your everything when we played this game..Before this game would end.. I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life.. I love you Jasmine..
Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted: "Daniel ! i don't want you to die.. I love you.. Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something.. I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.. I love you! You cannot do this to me!"Then the clock strikes 12Daniel's heart stop pumpingTHAT WAS THE 30TH DAY..Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace..If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones?Love them while they are still here..
// 1:44 AM
all abt my life now..
life has been going good so far.. it's been super long since the last update.. many things happened.. i went through some.. but some the feeling still lingers n upsets mi.. but the ppl ard mi are nice.. they made mi feel my presence in life in the world.. heres wad i wana sae to dem..
meiyi:
sis for yrs n counting.. though there were the ups n downs we encountered.. n like i said encountered.. we've gone through dem.. we went through all those shit god slamed at us.. i wana tell u.. i adore u.. u were der when i needed someone.. when i had all those shit happening in my life.. u were der hearing mi rant.. hearing mi cry at tyms.. thank you.. ur pressence in my life is needed.. so dun run away k..? i'm greedy.. all those u gave mi is not enuff.. i want more!!!!
miao:
got to know u onli tis yr but god or reality or fate actually told us tat we're meant to be closer den jus normal frens.. we're sisters even if we're not mother n daughter.. haa.. u broke mi through my confusions.. guided mi through wad i nvr dared to go through alone.. walked mi through. gave mi uncountable advices n encouragement.. thank you.. u're needed in my life.. dun run away.. or else i'll suffer worst den in hell..
joe:
knew u for a few yrs but we nvr got close till tis 2 yrs.. or rather tis yr.. many things brought mi closer to u n to understand u... u are my dadi.. my most appreciated one n onli dadi.. thank you for all that u've given mi.. u brought nice ppl into my life.. reali.. maybe there are some who actually caused mi the problems i'm suffering but it's okie.. i'm haapie.. they make mi prepare myself for the life outside.. u walked with mi through my hardest tyms.. although at tyms u reali din noe which direction to lead mi to but at least u din walk out on mi.. u walked together wit mi n the rest.. u too must not leave mi in my life.. u're one whom i'll nvr wana leave n walk out on.. so dun do tat to mi too k..?
patrick:
though we're nvr colse.. but thank you for this few daes.. u gave mi the advices i nvr reali got frm others.. the unusal yet meaningful long lectures.. it's not somthing i'll wana run away frm.. i would wana listen to dem.. u actually remind mi of kent.. he used to tell mi all these things.. anyway thankx for all those words of advices n fun u gave mi.. veri much appreciated.. rmb we're on the same boat... we hate our history.. but we'll create our new future soon.. alrite??
kapoh:
my dearest bestie.. thank you for all the bullies u gave mi which u claim their the love u shower mi.. thankx.. MUCH APPRECIATED... rmb i owe u a movie tic.. n i rmb u owe mi a pizza treat.. i'm looking forward to my bdae.. n yours too.. we'll celebrate it tgt.. haha.. u said u wana buy mi 2 bottles of chivas.. i rmbed it!!!! so u beta kip ur promise.. i'm waiting for my adidas jacket frm u too... haa.. i reali enjoyed those happie phone chats we last tym.. sorry tat i neglected u when i found my new love tat tym.. reali sorry.. but now tat i'm single again.. my tym is shared among all my loved ones.. including u!!!! ahah!!! hmmm.. thank you for the laughter u brought mi frm all ur lovable blurness.. haa..
miranda.randy.huixian:
thank you so so so much for all those company n laughter u brought mi.. those funny stupid things we did in class.. those art sessions for our o's.. haa.. u ppl reali brought mi loads of happiness in sch.. u made mi feel life in sch is not boring.. i reali enjoyed my last yr in yuhua.. haa..
jaime:
we were drifted apart since god noes when but thank god we still met up n made the effort to ask abt each other n mit out for some outtings n shopping.. may not share all my probs wit u partially cause u knew nothing abt the situation nor heard the previous probs so din tell u... dun worry if u ask, i'll tell.. so ask mi!!! haa.. i actually am envious abt ur blisful relationship wit ch.. i envy u!!!! reali.. haa..
fang fang:
thank you for being there n wanting to be there when i needed u.. ur advices are powerful lik u self claimed.. ur words make sense n they bring my brain to do many thinking instead of leaving it to stone n wait for an answer to befall on mi.. hmmmm.. ur care n concern is veri veri much needed.. reali.. thank you!! loveLOVE-
all these ppl that i mentioned.. they're all my closest n one n onli tat i'll nvr wana lose in my life.. they made my life colourful aftr all those storms tat i've went through without dem, my life would nvr be complete .. i love you all ppl.. muackx!!! loveLOVE~ <3
life has been going good so far.. it's been super long since the last update.. many things happened.. i went through some.. but some the feeling still lingers n upsets mi.. but the ppl ard mi are nice.. they made mi feel my presence in life in the world.. heres wad i wana sae to dem..
meiyi:
sis for yrs n counting.. though there were the ups n downs we encountered.. n like i said encountered.. we've gone through dem.. we went through all those shit god slamed at us.. i wana tell u.. i adore u.. u were der when i needed someone.. when i had all those shit happening in my life.. u were der hearing mi rant.. hearing mi cry at tyms.. thank you.. ur pressence in my life is needed.. so dun run away k..? i'm greedy.. all those u gave mi is not enuff.. i want more!!!!
miao:
got to know u onli tis yr but god or reality or fate actually told us tat we're meant to be closer den jus normal frens.. we're sisters even if we're not mother n daughter.. haa.. u broke mi through my confusions.. guided mi through wad i nvr dared to go through alone.. walked mi through. gave mi uncountable advices n encouragement.. thank you.. u're needed in my life.. dun run away.. or else i'll suffer worst den in hell..
joe:
knew u for a few yrs but we nvr got close till tis 2 yrs.. or rather tis yr.. many things brought mi closer to u n to understand u... u are my dadi.. my most appreciated one n onli dadi.. thank you for all that u've given mi.. u brought nice ppl into my life.. reali.. maybe there are some who actually caused mi the problems i'm suffering but it's okie.. i'm haapie.. they make mi prepare myself for the life outside.. u walked with mi through my hardest tyms.. although at tyms u reali din noe which direction to lead mi to but at least u din walk out on mi.. u walked together wit mi n the rest.. u too must not leave mi in my life.. u're one whom i'll nvr wana leave n walk out on.. so dun do tat to mi too k..?
patrick:
though we're nvr colse.. but thank you for this few daes.. u gave mi the advices i nvr reali got frm others.. the unusal yet meaningful long lectures.. it's not somthing i'll wana run away frm.. i would wana listen to dem.. u actually remind mi of kent.. he used to tell mi all these things.. anyway thankx for all those words of advices n fun u gave mi.. veri much appreciated.. rmb we're on the same boat... we hate our history.. but we'll create our new future soon.. alrite??
kapoh:
my dearest bestie.. thank you for all the bullies u gave mi which u claim their the love u shower mi.. thankx.. MUCH APPRECIATED... rmb i owe u a movie tic.. n i rmb u owe mi a pizza treat.. i'm looking forward to my bdae.. n yours too.. we'll celebrate it tgt.. haha.. u said u wana buy mi 2 bottles of chivas.. i rmbed it!!!! so u beta kip ur promise.. i'm waiting for my adidas jacket frm u too... haa.. i reali enjoyed those happie phone chats we last tym.. sorry tat i neglected u when i found my new love tat tym.. reali sorry.. but now tat i'm single again.. my tym is shared among all my loved ones.. including u!!!! ahah!!! hmmm.. thank you for the laughter u brought mi frm all ur lovable blurness.. haa..
miranda.randy.huixian:
thank you so so so much for all those company n laughter u brought mi.. those funny stupid things we did in class.. those art sessions for our o's.. haa.. u ppl reali brought mi loads of happiness in sch.. u made mi feel life in sch is not boring.. i reali enjoyed my last yr in yuhua.. haa..
jaime:
we were drifted apart since god noes when but thank god we still met up n made the effort to ask abt each other n mit out for some outtings n shopping.. may not share all my probs wit u partially cause u knew nothing abt the situation nor heard the previous probs so din tell u... dun worry if u ask, i'll tell.. so ask mi!!! haa.. i actually am envious abt ur blisful relationship wit ch.. i envy u!!!! reali.. haa..
fang fang:
thank you for being there n wanting to be there when i needed u.. ur advices are powerful lik u self claimed.. ur words make sense n they bring my brain to do many thinking instead of leaving it to stone n wait for an answer to befall on mi.. hmmmm.. ur care n concern is veri veri much needed.. reali.. thank you!! loveLOVE-
all these ppl that i mentioned.. they're all my closest n one n onli tat i'll nvr wana lose in my life.. they made my life colourful aftr all those storms tat i've went through without dem, my life would nvr be complete .. i love you all ppl.. muackx!!! loveLOVE~ <3
Saturday, October 14, 2006 // 9:15 AM
attached no more.. living in my happy carefree life.. yes ppl out there u might tink i'm jus trying to cover up all my miserys n put up a brave front.. true in fact, i'm feeling loads of confusion misery.. every damn pathetic thing u name it i've had it.. so.. wad i'm gonna do is tat i'm gonna bring myself out of it.. out of tat misery circle.. i've been in n out of it for too many times.. veri tired.. so.. i've decided.. single n unavalible.. tats wad btrice shall be now.. no more driving of cars.. getting sick of it.. changing to take public transport.. i've onli gains.. no lost.. wahaha.. loveLOVE-.. no guy is worth my love now.. no guy..
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 // 2:13 PM
a whole new prob came up.. jus lik ting said... btrice the girl wit loads of troubles n problems.. trying hard to salvage it.. but if he chose it tis way.. i guess i'm nvr gonna be any beta.. i'm gonna concive myself in my own world... yes out there appear lik nothings wrong.. yeah.. but. inside guess onli my closer ones understand.. onli thing now.. wait for the decision.. goood reply, btrice might come alive lik usual.. baaad reply.. hah! btrice is gonna be in her world.. gonna be alone without anyone.. choosing tis path which she tinks suits her now.. she laid her path alrdy.. jus looking on to see when n which path she decided for her to lead n walk..to u:
dun get pressure frm mi when u see tis.. i'm not forcing u nor trying to imply anything to u. but it's jus basically how i feel.. u brought mi up frm the bottom and now.. u're bringing mi to whr i was in the first place... reali wonder y in the first place u wana save mi out frm whr i was.. u shld hav jus left mi der.. guess nothing can heal tis hurt tat u left for mi if u're ever gonna choose to let go of everything totally.. i reali hope u'll tink carefully.. now is the time tat u tink for urself wad u reali want.. wad u seriously nid for urself.. stop telling mi i'm a nice gal.. nice gal so wad.. nice gals dun get no reward in being nice.. she jus suffers time n again.. now i may tell dem.. no i'm fine.. but i reali feel lik crying it all out but no tears flowed out.. jus wana tell u.. when i said i loved u.. i reali mean i did.. till now.. it applys.. u choose ur path..
Saturday, October 07, 2006 // 12:53 PM
many things hav been happening.. BUT.. not too bad it's been solved n over n done wit.. reali tink tat all these are unneccesary things happening n my life.. maybe yes it's true tat tis is life.. full of problems n they're all for u to settle but y can't it be simpler for btrice's sake?? lol.. i rmb i jus told joe dadi tat i enjoy my life now.. jus 2 wks back or so.. but jus few daes ago.. i jus told him, i hate my fucking pissed of bloody life.. it sucks.. reali... now tat all are over i hope i can say i love it now.. hmmm..
i wana sae thanx to those who were by mi when THAT problem came up n walked wit mi through everything.. charles darling.. joe dadi.. miao momi.. pat.. vin.. and others who knew abt it..
i wana sae thanx to those who were by mi when THAT problem came up n walked wit mi through everything.. charles darling.. joe dadi.. miao momi.. pat.. vin.. and others who knew abt it..
anyway i guess darling suffered the most eh.. hearing mi rant n cry n every damn shit.. at him.. awwww.. reali sorry uh.. haa.. reali baby.. i'm sorry.. =(
praying hard no such problems will occur ever again else i'll go nuts i mean it.. btrice will not be how she is.. she'll go to an extend whr nobody knew she would.. she's sensative.. eveything ard her or happens to her can affect her alot.. so if u wana hurt her, continue with ur evil tots.. else guide her wit ur kind soul n angelic minds..loveLOVE<3
thank you ppl!!
Thursday, October 05, 2006 // 2:44 PM
tis frenship is gone.. never back to the same again.. *kiss goodbye* i'm not gonna admit i'm wrong.. neither am i gonna ask for forgiveness or wad-so-ever.. i've had enuff.. gonna let go of tis friendship since she chose tis route.. things din hav to go till such an extend but since she wana make it till tis way.. so be it.. i'm fine.. she's the first person i've seen doing such things...striking off a 4 year friendship lik it's as easy as rubbing of chalk frm a black board..it's as though i killed her family or wad.. i din.. wtf.. and no matter how angry i am to a person.. yes i'll blog abt the person but NEVER will i put the person's name.. esp online.. it's equivalent to putting a person on orchard road n shouting n scolding the person.. but tis orchard road is world-wide.. it's globalised.. everyone noe's abt it.. tink it over gal.. i would nvr do such things.. i alwaes sae frens are forever.. but now.. she wants it tis way.. i'll onli abide to it.. can still recall of the good old times we had.. the common characters n things we had.. all these like i said.. might onli be the past.. may never happen ever again in the future.. a 4 yr strong friendship is hard to build... WE hav built it once up tgt.. now it's all trampled all over by her own legs.. her ownself.. she did it.. nvr is it going to be the same again.. not the usal one we had.. a stranger is wad we are now.. the future? i duno n i nvr wana think abt it.. tried hard to preserve the friendship but she insists on trampling over it.. *lifts hands* i dun wana bother alrdy.. not worth.. no point.. tis shows how fragile n how much she doesn't cherish tis friendship we shared.. i weeped.. i shouted at charles.. ranted everything.. but aftr 2 hrs plus.. i tink i had enuff.. i'm fine n i'm alwaes gonna be fine.. not gonna be brought dwn anymore.. reali.. i'm tired..
so charles for all those ranting n shouting at u.. i din mean it.. reali.. <3