i say i love u.
from the beginning till now it has always been like this.
never changed.
do u?
tagg me up.
ring me up.
text me.
let me know how u feel.
tell me if u feel the same as i do.
iloveeugenetoh.
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mugging days are coming.
4 months of endurance.
i believe i can eudure through this.
first written paper on 22nd oct.
last on nov 6th.
i'm awaiting to the 6th nov.
wana go back to baby & go through the past again.
currently. study hard!!!!!!

pix up for 17th june's celebration
for our 6th mth on 18th june.
loves to baby. :)



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i was right things are jus plainly too early to be happy abt. we didn't mit when're we gonna mit again.? hah. i duno either. hav been farking unreasonable as early as 6 plus in the morning arguing wit him but come to tink of it. it was a waste of time arguing wit him. kowing for sure i wun win. i've learnt a lesson. nvr argue. cox i'll nvr win. will he make me happy or do anything to please me up anytime as he wakes up? hah. i don't know.

Labels: upset

been tys-ing my nites out & rarely talking much to boyfriend.
feeling lousy when i don't have him ard or not even talking to him.
boyfriend's sentosa-ing away with frens but aha! i don't mind cox i dun lik the sun today!
nothing but a wasted trip to sentosa. lala to u boyfriend!! aha!
boyfriend asked me if i wanted to go with him but i rejected & he replied saying he'll come over on sun to find me than. BUT I'M BLOODY NOT SURE IF HE'LL DO SO. you noe baby such words of urs i've heard too many. to trust them anot is jus too early to sae. prove me wrong once again if u do love me.

how i wish u'll make me happy lik u did months back.

Labels: hope he reads this.

todae is suppose to be my happy day.
but all thanks to anon.
this person has succeeded.
i'm dwn all because of wad he/she saes.
anon. bet u're happy yea.?
u've got no guts to write ur name down and u fucking hell wana discriminate me. & comment on every shit abt wad i write.. if u tink i'm childish or wad jus dun come in. wtf do u want? jus leave. no one's stopping u. get away. btw if u're my fren i'm sure i'm gonna look out for u. and i'll make sure i'll hav a blooody nice talk with u. if u're not den all the more i dun wana be bothered abt u. getting upset over wad u wrote is my first n last tym. if u're a NOBODY in my life den jus fuck off far away. jus rott n die at hm!
FUCK IT ANON!









. something i did outta boredom. realised editing pix are pretty fun but still i've not done the advanced kind yet. hah! soon yea... did alot of editing for baby's pix cos i realise i hav more of his solo pic den i hav for myself... he cam-whore more den i do.. haha!! nah it's cox i lik to steal his poses n capture them for nice good purposes!! haha.. loves! i'm missing my boy loads. mr COW whr are u?? do u noe i missed u so? if u do appear at my tagg will u?? ~prays~

Labels: ma boy.

Labels: i miss ETWK.

jus a normal day for me when i woke up..
tv-ed.. surfed the net.. napped.. studied alil...
& suddenly baby called.
den asked whr was i...
replied hm & i asked y?
he said to check on me.
i was lik wtf?
ok.. den ltr msged him to ask if he wana head dwn wit us to celebrate bro's 1oth bdae.
he replied no & he's gonna head hm as he's tired. double =.=
when i was in my room doing my stuff i head my fone ring,
i rushed over to the living rm & when i saw the call number display it was ETWK.
& i saw this idiot standing on my gate!!
i was lik,
omg omg omg!!!
so surprised n so SWEET!!!
hah!
loves to baby!! *huggs*
got him in & all..
lalala..
den suddenly had some unpleasant things not worth mentioning but glad that it's all over.
cabbed dwn to redhill & as it was during the peak hrs. it cost us a hefty 15.50 man!!
baby we could've trained dwn u noe.
like tis i'll not suffer those favourite face bites u gave me n the pinches on the nose. ouch!
lol..
nvm.. baby paid for it but i paid 50cents!! nice contribution rite!! haha..
met up wit mum n dad.
headed to ECP.
went JUMBO to hav dinner.
omfg. how full were all of us man..
time for a diet soon. :((
finally shred alil fats off n all these dinners are bringing me back to sq 1. =.=
finished n found a place to cut cake for bro.
simple n nice celebration.
daddy dropped baby off at bugis n he trained hm..
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oh ya. bought baby tis tee & i'm effing glad that baby loves it so so so much!! haha..
he even took a pic of him in it when he was out wit frens. post up soon.! =))

baby! i bet i'll die of anxiety soon because of all ur playing tricks on me jus to make urself laugh at me. u made me feel so lost n reproach myself & when i realise theres nothing wrong, u'll freaking hell tell me that u're jus kidding n u jus love to tease me n make me angry & u love the look of my angry face. wtf?? u're seriously going nuts!! omfg!!! i feel lik boxing ur ass into many many different pieces. u're such a sadist!!! oh my!
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btw i'm starting to eat so many things..
let me list them..
eating beef..
eating frogs...
eating oranges..
weee~~~ so fun!!
btw for those who duno.. they're ppl who happen to hav a pet name i call them n they happen to be able to let ppl lik me eat!! hah!!! INTERESTING!!!

i feel so insignificant & lost.

i'lll digg out that bloody giao tor's eyes if i ever happen to see him again.
& bloody orange can onli stand there & laugh her lungs out at me!!
i'll start eating oranges everydae now!!
lala.
damn gothic giao tor.~ =.=
stare n stare n stare.
turn & look & look.
how much i hate ppl staring & looking at me when i don't even noe them! much less their name~
hecks!
orange kept saying that he'll come over & take my no. soon.
i told her he'll not! & i won!! DOUBLE YEAH!!!
WOOOO~ get it miranda. doesn't mean if ppl stare at u means their interested in knowing u~
=.=
anyway if he ever does come get my no. i'll give him my ever secure man's no.!
the police headquarters!!
heh! how nice am i? sharing that no. =))
i spent a bomb yst.
lala. no more shopping i swear. =((
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baby i'm reali sorry abt yst but i'm glad it's all over.
iloveuso.
:))

suddenly i've got this sudden fear.
a fear i've nvr had that hit me so hard n strong.
abt my exams.
i've nvr sat dwn n thought hard abt it.
but suddenly
aftr baby told me abt that chiong-ing story,
i got strucked on my head.
i wana do well..
i'm gonna spend my last 4 months chiong-ing.
peeps bear with me.
gals. don't tempt me out alrite.
i wana do well & go to my desired poly.
i dun wana dissapoint baby & everyone who helped me.
i'm gonna chiong chiong chiong!!~

i spent my dae eating onli 1 bread with kaya n another bread wit garlic spread.
den lunch skipped.
den evening took a few sushi rolls wit jaime to hold on my hunger.
we made our things,
got it all done..
pm-ed guan n joe to go out supper.
ah guan. joe. kent. jaime. btrice
all headed out to thomson rd for prata.
went on 2 cars out.
joe followed kent.
the ladies with guan.
guan's driving skills canot be avaliable for the weak heart.
super cool but scary.
heh!
fun la.
haha
jaime was shoook-ed over to my side when guan u-turned!
haha
chua sai!
lol..
so funny.
aftr thomson headed selegieh rd ( wadever it's spelt)
for tau huay.
hmmm..
took alil here n there cox i nvr liked too much of tau huay.
heh~
aftr tat guan drove me back
den joe n jaime went with kent.
guan speed speeed speeed lik his grandfathers road.
hmmm..
nvm. as long as i'm safe back hm i dun mind haha.
lalala...
baby's getting pissed over smthing..
hmmm..
hope he'll get over it soon yea?
baby!! dun tink abt it anymore..
tink abt me n u'll laugh haha~~~

Labels: nite out.

suppose to mit honey at my place.
woke up at 0930 to call baby.
as usual.
he woke up, said he'll wake up & bathe. lalala
he went back to slip once again.
called n called n called.
den i realised i called him 21 times!!
all missed calls!
darn.
decided to head over to baby's hse again.
twice in a row.
but tis tym i was practically to lazy to bus there n train der..
so irritating having ppl pushing n banging against each other.
so i indulged in an expensive taxi ride!!
cost me $21.50.
i gave the taxi uncle $21.60.
haha. 1o cents tips! heh..
so giam.
lalala.
i felt so darn bad la k?
i told 2 white lies todae.
no.1 - i board the cab den told the taxi uncle i'm in a rush n request him to drive faster. & he did!!
my main purpose was to save alil money la haha!!
no.2 - i wanted to stay longer with baby at hm so cooked up a stupid excuse to tell dad n stayed later. heh!
babby called me a naughty gal.~
=((
ok i admit todae i'm indeed naughty.
i kajiao baby till he buay tahan.
i cooked up white stories.
hmmm..
i. i. i. did everything for a good purpose k.
hmmm..
baby saw my previous post n said he loved it!
feeling so high n touched man!!
high high HIGH!!
baby's swit enuff to train back with me once again todae. loves!!
imagine 2 hrs of train ride.
=.=
i'll die.. heh!
he's the best gift i can ever ask for!

i miss baby's smell so much!
sniff sniff!!
i wana smell baby!!!
met joe tat dae and he said i smelt good cox of my shampoo.
den i was wondering.
did i reali smell so good?
baby used to always sae i smelt good & i'm the most fragrant girl he had.
still rmb he called me smthing lik wad "xiang xiang gong zu"
haha.
so switt man.
now baby rarely tells me that
& i wonder if i still smell as good as i was when i was wit him.
SNIFF SNIFF!!!

Labels: all abt smelling

headed babys hse ard the late morn.
so darn crowded la!
ah ma, cousin, uncle, sis, sis bf, another cousin.
all there!!
so crowded.
lol...
i'm so so so tired todae.
duno why.
hmmm..
but still i din reali take a single wink because i wanted to pei baby so so so muchh.
he's getting better
but his cough is there hovering ard him.
watched prison break wit baby.
complicated n it took me awhile to get the whole storyline
reason cox i started watching frm ep 15 i guess.
lalala ..
went to some china so called "youtube" & saw tis cute lil clip.
its all abt a lil girl.
baby n i was lik screaming away cutecutecute!!! la~
haaa..
heres the link of everyone!


Wife is like TV
Girl friend is like HP (hand phone)
At home, watch TV
Go out, bring HP
No money, sell TV
Got money, change HP
Sometimes enjoy TV but most of the time play HP
TV is free for life
but HP pay for life,
No pay, No service.


omfg!! how meaningful n true tis is??

Labels: hidden meaning.

baby's sick since yst .
he's having the horrible germs all over him.
poor baby.
fever.cough.flu.headache.
he has it all.
said that it's his sliping habits but he insisted it's not!!!
baby's so stubborn!!
heh~
i'm not a super good girlfriend too.
i din go & take care of him.
guess wad was i doing?
enjoying my once in a lifetime bitching nite with fang yst.
darn!
i know i know.
i'm gonna head dwn to tamp to take care of him & buy him breakfast!!
i'm gonna spend ample time with him
happie!
i'm so so so in love with my lovely lil baby boy.
weeee~

Labels: filled with guilt.

heLLO
HeLLO!!
baby i'm missing u k??
when's our nxt meeting?? =.=

Labels: misses n misses.

tiring dae.
woke up at 0545
to wake baby for work,
to go help daddy with his business.
so so so tired.
tot i could meet baby n cuddle him to slip.
but i couldn't.
he's too tired to meet me.
nvm.
we'll get to meet on his coming off. :))
i love baby.
he's so adorable when he's aslip,
i jus love disturbing baby!
heh!
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got bored at hm.
so went to mit joe to study.
headed library to study..
den went makan.
den went chill alil.
headed hm pretty early due to slight headache.
hmm..
weak-ling me!!




i enjoyed my day yst wit baby.
woke up early.
headed tamp to baby's hse. slack & slept till 3.
baby's such a slipy head!!
gotta carry n tickle n pull him outta bed!
i used my superwomen on him!!
heh!
baby's so cute la!
i love him so much!
got ready n headed out to twn den shopped for his stuff.
baby spent a bomb man!
but it's ok la.
he's happy wit his shopping spree & i'm happy i was wit him.
we both enjoyed our dae tgt!!!
heh!!
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created a knowledge quiz on myself aftr i see so many ppl creating one! heh!

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