Sunday, July 29, 2007 // 10:13 PM
life's been great for me man! yeah babeh~
pretty lack of rest. but it's alrite! i've spent my time well. so it's worth.
jus lik today.
met jj & co. to slack cum study. i did k!
while jj they all played lan. me n mingwei headed to study la.
mingwei is reali nice to guide me through. tks loads to mw!
met baby soon aftr n our time spent today is the most fun & loved one!
I LIKE!!!
baby is seriously darn adorable la! he's my MAN! HAHA!
i wan us to be lik tat all the time la hur hur~ right xiao qiang? heeee! =x
right!
we both enjoyed our day today. :))
brain dead & gotta rest soon. update sometime again.
cherios~
:))


Sunday, July 22, 2007 // 9:42 PM
maybe exploring "ducks" isn't a good thing.
i had nighmares when i was having my aftrn nap tdy.
a tranny bugging me when "she" was on the same lift as i was when i was heading hm.
den suddenly she wana get closer to me and show her body.
den i pushed her. den she fainted. when i wanted to get out of the lift she came rd & stared hard at me as though her eyes were gonna drop out. omfg!!! i swear that was the worst part of the nightmare.
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lesson learnt. too much of exploring can cause terrifying nightmares during slip. omfg!!!


// 2:11 AM
nites outs are fun.
at least i got to see "ducks" & "chickens" before.
haha!!
someone bring me along nxt tym when u wana go see these 2 birdies k??
wahah!
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a sinful meal i had on sat. attended grand's bdae cele. the meal that consisted of 8-9 dishes costed abt 900++ per table. and there was 4 tables of us. omfg!! sorry 1st & 2nd uncle for the super damn expensive meal for grand's bdae. but we all enjoyed it la seriously. the cousins+ bf's table was great. games learnt frm "tian chai chong chong chong" or smthing was played. we played the tempo game. it's effing fun playing with them. beginning was bloody bored as we were on diff tables & cox baby wasn't able to join the cele. later switched over & i tell u the whole restaurant could hardly seem quiet for a min or 2. haha. it was filled with our laughters n squabbles. haha! derrick's chinese sucks to the core n he can't play chinese verbal games la!
haha~ lileen shld train him more :) all the food was all the best of the best man!!! superb food!
absolute more fats~ :((( all the fats shredded before this dinner is all returning back to the body alrdy la!! bloody sad~ baby missed it all. cousins thought he'll join us but din noe he was working. so an empty sit was left for him. :((( baby was so so so pek chek. haha~ dun worry baby. there'll be more chances loves!!! <3
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anybody noe how to reduce fats frm the face?
tis yr i'm growing on the face la!
it was nvr lik tat!!
someone teach me??


Wednesday, July 11, 2007 // 7:52 PM
baby love is the best!!!!
. i love him to the max!!
when will i see u again???????
:))))))) + :(((((((( = :IIIIIIIIIIIII
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imissu.


Tuesday, July 10, 2007 // 7:59 PM
sat was a veri veri nice one but someone jus practically soiled my whole dae.
headed to visit yhcb for their rehearsals. cox i couldn't make it for the actual concert the nxt dae cox of grand daddy's bdae cele. :) a sinful meal i swear!! oh my. hmm.. rite. the visit was nice except for the irritatant there. he's jus such an UNREASONABLE ASS! i went on to mit jaime love soon aftr cause i couldn't stand staying there any longer seeing that face of his. thus headed bugis to get my jeans all tappered n shopped for a pair of skinnies. ahah!! tappered 3 pairs n it cost me 12 bucks. so 1 pair for 3bucks. such a steal la!!! jaime tappered 1 so her's is 5 bucks. ahah!! poor lady.
ps-ed jaime to mit my lovely mr bf aftr he finished work.
headed back to his place slacked n online movie-d things are reali great now! i'm so in love. baby was veri veri nice that dae. he's the best! he's my superman! :))
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to u:
for fcuks sake.
if u're seeing this, pls do farking get a grip of ur nvr changing temper.
u're always so unreasonable
when u're nice, u're reali nice, so much of sweet talk to that person but when u're heated,
u jus totally blast ur anger off n don't even bother to think what is the real prob n find out the whole matter frm the person first. do u think it's the right thing to do? even i as a 17 yr old i noe how to tink. u? u're 2*. u dun even wana change ur bloody attitude. everyone is getting pissed but nobody saes a single thing why? cause they noe u'll not bother but jus sae, dun lik than scram la. it's such a standard answer frm u. i'm not gonna talk to a person lik u. i gave ample chances alrdy. the worst thing that could've happened to me has alrdy happened. so i'm not gonna be bothered. if u jus don't want us to come back n help or even visit jus sae ok? now as long as u're ard i'll nvr be there. NVR!
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ok enuff said.
gave yhcb's concert a miss on sun. the food eaten at grand-daddy's cele is omfg fattening but nice la! :( effling sad! but i got to mit some of my cousins whom i meet so rarely cox i'm always away frm all the gatherings they had. :xx & i'm also gonna have another bdae cele for my grand-mami soon on the 21st EXTRA FATS ACCUMILATED!! omfg! sadddddd~
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baby is nice to wear the top to take his passport photo when he had to extend his passport expiry date.
i'm so happy n pleased! heee~
but i've yet to see him wear it when i meet up with him lar!!
enuff said. gonna hit the books in jus a min.


happy-ness.
Thursday, July 05, 2007 // 7:12 PM
've been blog hopping these daes.
realised that bloggers are all complaining that they nid happy pills.
i nvr thought i'll nid them..
nvr. cos with all the frens n ppl i have ard me. esp baby. i'll nvr nid them.
but now..
i reali reali nid some.
not jus one or two..
but jus many many handfuls of it.
whether it helps or it doesn't i reali hope the happy-ness in it will bring out some smiles to my face.
i reali nid my happy pills.
i reali nid them..
i nid u mr bf.

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007 // 6:18 PM
haven't been blogging for the past few daes.
alil lazy plus i've been damn busy.
mugging. tuitioning. schooling.
u name it i've had it all.
so so so so tired can?!!!!
how i wish i had baby right ard me one of these daes acc me.
although i noe it's gonna be darn boring for him.
how i WISH larr.. hmmmm..
mother tongue o's is all almost over.
left onli with listening onli.
and it's left with.
comb sci.
e math.
comb humans.
eng.
YUP! thats all.
but theres reali so much to study on lar.
i'm bursting soon.
i bloody wish i can hav my big vacation soon!
than u'll see me out out and AWAY!!
out wit tis n that.. this and that.. most of all.
definetly out wit mr boyfriend the most la!
he's my super TOP priority u noe!!
grins* :)
mr boyfriend n i've been tgt for 6mths n 16 daes including todae.
i BELIEVE we can last alot LONGER than tat!!
right mr boyfriend??
heee~
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oh yaya!!
naffnang actually clinched an ad for my blogg.
pandoras box sales thingy.
up for 1 wk. 50 bucks on hand.
but how do i get the money?
did i give them my acc no.?
wonders.
i reali forgot abt it man! hmmmm..
if i din den 50 bucks fly?
DOUBLE DEPRESSED LA LIKE THAT!! :(


Sunday, July 01, 2007 // 7:17 PM
Ways to improve a relationship…
Do things not for yourself, not for her, but for both of you.
Respect her for what she is, but let her knows where she went wrong.
Give nothing but your best when spending time with her.
Tell her sweet but honest things with how you feel.
Do not interrupt her when she talks, cause communication is important but when you talk, bloody make sure she listens.
If she’s bullied, you must stand up for her cause that is what a bf is suppose to do.
If she’s sad, you must be a clown and make her smile (note, not happy).
If she’s angry, you must let her vent her frustration at you, but NOT take the blame for whatever she’s angry at.
If she’s happy, you must celebrate for her.
If she’s sacarstic, you must out-smart her with words yet let her win.
If she’s ill, must give her TLC(Tender, Love, Caring) and cook something for her.
When she’s around you, you must not be looking at other girls.When she’s pms-ing, be understanding and look at things objectively(blame anything but her).
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If you like her and is in love with her, you must be able to express yourself freely to her.
You should not “try to be the kind of guy that she’ll like” but be “a guy that she appreciates and loves you back in return.”
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this is smthing i got frm cheryl's blog which is authentic frm one of her guy friends. he wrote it for his gf. veri meaningful & i hope mr boyfriend can grab alil of everthing here yea? mr boyfriend do u get it??? heee~ loves! :)


// 1:32 PM
boyfriend was nice yst. simply love him the most! acc-ed me the whole day. boyfriend is so disgusting.. eeeeeww~~ (boyfriend u noe wad u did!!! hah!) it's been 2 wks since i last met bf & i'm effing happy when i met him yst. the FUNNIEST joke yst was abt my bloody spects. jus because i'm at hm, i wore my bloody geek spects. bf took the chance and named me an auntie i was lik.. WTF? auntie??? i almost fainted. =.= so i jus wore my spects the whole dae at hm not bothering abt him.. lalala. but i asked him. if one dae i were to go out with u wearing my spects what'd u do? he laughed "duno" and started laughing away~ double =.= den when i wanted to send him out, i purposly go change to contacts to save face for him. i did it on my own accord la. plus ai swee so hah! jus for that few 5 mins. lalala. i jus love baby love loads.!
MONDAY'S A SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!! SWIMMING ANYONE??


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