Sunday, March 23, 2008 // 1:14 AM
apparently i've been away from blogging since the beginning of the month. right super busy with work. everyday come back from work is exactly like wad lepak khaki said. dead fish. yes tats the term to name me after work. and time really pasts so quickly. i jus joined the company on the 3rd. now it's alrdy month end and i've joined them for abt coming 1 month. working with IDS is equally taxing but also fulfilling. as in it really made me handle my projects all alone when "they're all not around." i was left all alone coping with EVERYTHING on thurs. i swear i almost broke down. glad jane came over to help seeing i was so restless which is so not my usual self. didn't even notice or rather bother when someone greeted me. it's all thanks to that thurs that i realise wad kinda ppl are there in the dept. oh man.! may the kind ones stay alive for another 100 years and may the un-kind ones stay alive for onli 0.1 secs.! hahahaha.! i'm nice and veri realistic. u treat me well u'll be rewarded. treat me likewise bad. u'll suffer SLOWLY..who wana know about their future in life? as in wad lies ahead? somehow or rather i got to know mine. i didn't have the will to persuade myself not to know it. don't know wad actually got into me that made me listen to exactly wad he said. yes. it did make me fall into the hands of fear. when i heard it first thing that struck me was. is it really true?!!! will this change??? my ears were only fed with a straight no. it will onli ease and minimise and thats the maximum changes that could be done. but it will still happen. OH SHIT THIS BLOODY THING! but at least knowing this has made me be very cautious of myself. yes. i am cautious now.
recently had some probs that surfaced up within this 2 wks. let's hope this matter will ease soon. i can't see wad's wrong btw us. being a lil selfish but i feel tat it came from u. ur heart. something is not right somewhere. everything is different from how it's suppose to be as compared to the last time. yearning for the past to come back to seal up all the differences now but it's appearing to be darn difficult. let's have a talk face to face and try to work things out from there. i don't know if by posting my views here will make u realise who exactly i'm refering to but still i chose to write it all here. :) rmb u're not alone. u've me.
Saturday, March 01, 2008 // 11:51 PM
the sweet seduction :)yes i've new addictions. not gonna declare what is it or them. but hah. i know i'm happy abt it. thank you.
everything seems to be falling in place nicely and i'm pleased with it. : ))) even when i'm dealt with obstacles i go over it pretty nicely for i've my closed ones ard for me. *claps to those who were ard* i'll go through everything perfectly and get myself a perfect life :))))))))))))
clinched a job with a position of admin logistics. with IDS international logistics company. the pay is AWESOME!!!! i love hahahaha!! but IDS can i have advance pay first??? hahaha :))))))) shopping is my life for the past 4 months. it was a long long holiday. and on the 4th it's the end of holidays and i'm gonna slog my life out. HAHAHAHAH.!!