u leave me breathless. you're everything i've got in my mind.

this relates everything so well. falls in place perfectly in the broken heart i have. things btw us ended so long ago. it's been almost half a yr or so. apparently this silly feeling still comes to me. once in awhile when i browse through our photos and everything. i'll smile and everything touches my heart but deep in there it's killing me all over. making me ache on everywhere. i wana tell u those 3 words but i can't. i know it's not gonna work. although still hoping and yearning for ur return but i'm just gonna leave it to fate. take it that i'm a stupid silly lass.

ppl say u're not a worthy guy for the everything i am willing to endure and accept. but still i tink it's the feelings that left me lying around. when i first met u. and slowly learn to love you. den enjoyed our blissful moments tgt. than broke off. since it first started and ended, i knew it's gonna be realli hard to let it go. yeah i'm right. till now after so long i'm still holding on. although i got attached once agn, but apparently it wasn't wad i wanted. (i'm sorry to you. if u know who u are. really sorry. i didn't mean it.)

i'm still wondering if i should post this up cos it's really fucking emo. i've been doing so well enjoying life. but now, i'm like some fucking shit. arghgh! someone please wake me up.