make me ur wonder, make me ur lover.

who is the one....

Tuesday, August 31, 2004 // 11:25 AM

who am i to go to when i'm reali down... now, i'm sqeezed in between the two of them having the choice onli to choose onli ONE of them.. but HOW?? they both are reali good to me and i reali can't bear to c their sad looks and worst of all to make mi feel so bad after all just because i can't make my decision... i'm reali feeling sad up and down rite now... i dunch wan to hurt them reali dunch wan to.... if i reali hav a choice i rather give up both and go for single life... i guess things will always be stable when i'm on for this choice... but can i set myself for this choice?? i dunch no... reali i dunch no... how... who is the real one for me???

all my past... wif him

Sunday, August 22, 2004 // 11:35 PM

now thinking about everything about him i reali am very sad and down reali reali down... dun understand why he chose to go ahead for tat decison but i'm reali so dissapointed.... i remembered the happy times we had and most of all the sad times also... i can now still remember very clearly how we broke up and how bad i was feeling...