things changed alot these 2 days. forcing myself to face it. can't let go ones i'm also forced to let go. hate to do this but.. life goes on. jus that i'll be very brought down. i'll go over this even if it meant alone. just wana sae thank you.

since the 1st of feb till now. many matters happened. the happy ones have had their happiness. the sad ones are still carrying on the sorrow. two major issues happened the day aftr the other. first is something i don't wana name. 1 or 2 heartfelt confides knew it all. second is that grandmama passed away. on this morning 11th feb. i miss her everything. her arguing with us saying she can still playing boxing with us. and argue with us saying she can walk on her own. i miss the younger days where she'll bring us to macdonalds or playgrounds even if our parents nvr allowed. i miss her cooking. i miss so many things about her that i can name of. this is the first time i felt so so horrible about someone. for this, my grandmama.



i love you and i nvr wana let you go. we'll overcome all that we're facing now. i wana hold ur hand and walk through this together. please tell me you will too. this is a rough path to overcome but with my determination and believes, i know i can and you can. the differences we have jus needs it's time to nurture. it ain't gonna be easy but as long as we give it our best shot and no matter wad the results is at least we know we had a fruitful rs once before.. dear i dun wana let it pass. please tell me you'll be there with me not only for grandmama but for everything. i wana be your will power and u are my will power. i love you.



been so long since i last blogged. pictures shall do the talking. getting tired. so many stuff happened. maid ran off leaving us with so many things to settle. house work to clear. job resume. oh fuck.! i'm so stoned. : (

this chinese new year better repay me with good returns. theres no cny mood at all.!! : ((((((

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