why am i lik tis??
Saturday, April 30, 2005 // 12:25 PM
todae actually watching channel u"S -hai tun wan lian ren- den i every tym watch tis show surely will cry de.. also dunch noe why.. too sad already.. haiX.. den suddenly feel lik talking to him den i call him la.. den duno why as soon as i talk to him for awhile onli i start to cry le.. bud he didn't noe.. he ask mi i gort flu izzit.. den i sae dunch hav.. den after tat he start to believe tat i'm crying den he ask cause he feels tat i'm crying den he ask mi wad happpen.. anyone bully mi... i told him noe bud on actual fact he dunch noe i'm crying because of him... i also dunch noe why i'll cry bud i reali feel veri emotional when i talk to him.. den i keep asking him to make me laugh den i gort laugh la bud later when he start to ask again den i drop tears again.. aiyaya... why i so easy cry de?? i;m so terrible in this year onli 4 months now, i already cry alort of times already... haix... tis yr is moi emotional year man... terrible terrible...
feel sho terrible.. reali hate moiself..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005 // 10:00 AM
dunch noe why ever since we parted we've nort contacted at all but onli from e start of tis year.. he suddenly msged mi and after tat we'll talk la.. until tis few daes i went to his place go see the ke ai long mao... haaS.. den now i did something tat even mi moiself can't forgive moiself den i dunch noe if she noe already wad will she do... hate mi ish definetly.. bud the prob is i dunch noe her at all... hate mi... haix it all starts from mi... i'm to blame fer everything... anyway he's the one to blame partcially also.. todae still saw dem... haix...todae when i came back frm moi recess suddenly realised tat suddenly moi table gort extra drawing den i carefully examine tat drawing and i came to realise tat the drawing is actually from HIM another him... wanted to ask him todae after sch bud den promised mei jing tat i'll go wif her to buy ear stick den i didn't go ask him already... haaS... starting to feel so tired after everything tat is happening .... >>>
shocked.. shocked and more shocks... hahaX..
Thursday, April 21, 2005 // 2:32 PM