Thursday, February 22, 2007 // 11:18 PM
mr boo boo:
2nd month n still going strong.
it's smthing i duno if i shld sae it's expected or wad..
confusions came over mi once n again
as usual as all would deem.
there was a certain period of time i was freaking unreasonable.
i knew..
i din noe wad was pushing me to such states..
i held back..
i controled.
we got beta...
future thinkings came to me..
i wondered n i poundered.
i worried.. i got consoled by myself.
.
rmb i had a reunion dinner at my workplace?
they had fortune telling.
i tried it.
heard nice n bad things.
i would hav a good life in my later years.
i'll be wealthy.
my marriage will be a strong n stable one.
my 2nd & 3rd r/s is a failed one.
2 r/s before my marriage is a horrible one.
my wish is tat you're the fourth.
tats my biggest wish.
baby.
i
hope.
i
pray.
i
anticipate.
baby.. pls keep ur promise to let mi feel safe.
the onli promise i wana hear n believe.i'm not feeling good now..
i nid ur care for me all the tym.
i dun wana feel it..
i wana see it..
i wana touch it.
show it to me can??
it's a simple thing i wana get frm u..
i love u..
i wana add the word which i've stopped believing
but still i'm afraid so i choose not to..
=(
hope u noe wad i wana add.
Labels: baby. i nid u.