Friday, November 17, 2006 // 6:00 PM
aftr daes of slacking at hm n out wit ppl.
finally i'm going for my second last paper!!!
did my history..
be happie for mi k???
once again i din take a single wink..
my favourite invigilator was lik kip looking n smiling at mi la..
so cute can!!! haa.. so sad i can onli see him for another one more paper n onli 1 hr den no more.
haa.. nvm.. blog hopping again before blogging i saw tis blog tat said these things which i presume they were for mi.. here goes:
y im so stupid?
in my heart, i wan the best for you..
i wan u to be happy..
but, i seem to be doing the wrong things..
saying the wrong things..
i must learn.. learn how to make u a happier person..
i reali wish that u will pei me n guide me along..
once i'm on the right track, i'm sure i can lead u the way.
somehow or rather aftr i saw all these i felt touched.. i felt things n feelings i nvr exprienced before.. is he reali such a person.. a person that can bring mi the happiness tat i yearn? the everything tat i expect frm my him??
can he? is he??
i ask myself tis.. no answer came to me..
i decided to wait.. to allow myself to think.. the same old thing goes.. i dun wana hurt myself.. thats the most impt part..
to u:
i'm sorry for being undecisive..
but lik i said. i dun wana make myself regret again for wad i did..
i noe u're reali good to mi..
hoping to make mi happie n smile at all times..
i know.. but now.. having u always by mi whether i nid u or i dun is alrdy a veri pleasant thing tat happened to mi.. reali.. thank you so so so much.=))
if u reali am serious abt mi. i nid assurance.. i nid to see u prove it all.. i'm demanding but tis is wad i noe tat i nid.. den i can be sure u're the one for me..
=)) u can always give up if u reali think u can't do it.. i dun mind.. n i dun wan u to regret as well. so think carefully.. i hope ur love towards me is not infactuation but real love tat u feel in ur heart.