Wednesday, October 11, 2006 // 2:13 PM
a whole new prob came up.. jus lik ting said... btrice the girl wit loads of troubles n problems.. trying hard to salvage it.. but if he chose it tis way.. i guess i'm nvr gonna be any beta.. i'm gonna concive myself in my own world... yes out there appear lik nothings wrong.. yeah.. but. inside guess onli my closer ones understand.. onli thing now.. wait for the decision.. goood reply, btrice might come alive lik usual.. baaad reply.. hah! btrice is gonna be in her world.. gonna be alone without anyone.. choosing tis path which she tinks suits her now.. she laid her path alrdy.. jus looking on to see when n which path she decided for her to lead n walk..
to u:
dun get pressure frm mi when u see tis.. i'm not forcing u nor trying to imply anything to u. but it's jus basically how i feel.. u brought mi up frm the bottom and now.. u're bringing mi to whr i was in the first place... reali wonder y in the first place u wana save mi out frm whr i was.. u shld hav jus left mi der.. guess nothing can heal tis hurt tat u left for mi if u're ever gonna choose to let go of everything totally.. i reali hope u'll tink carefully.. now is the time tat u tink for urself wad u reali want.. wad u seriously nid for urself.. stop telling mi i'm a nice gal.. nice gal so wad.. nice gals dun get no reward in being nice.. she jus suffers time n again.. now i may tell dem.. no i'm fine.. but i reali feel lik crying it all out but no tears flowed out.. jus wana tell u.. when i said i loved u.. i reali mean i did.. till now.. it applys.. u choose ur path..