Thursday, October 05, 2006 // 2:44 PM
tis frenship is gone.. never back to the same again.. *kiss goodbye* i'm not gonna admit i'm wrong.. neither am i gonna ask for forgiveness or wad-so-ever.. i've had enuff.. gonna let go of tis friendship since she chose tis route.. things din hav to go till such an extend but since she wana make it till tis way.. so be it.. i'm fine.. she's the first person i've seen doing such things...striking off a 4 year friendship lik it's as easy as rubbing of chalk frm a black board..it's as though i killed her family or wad.. i din.. wtf.. and no matter how angry i am to a person.. yes i'll blog abt the person but NEVER will i put the person's name.. esp online.. it's equivalent to putting a person on orchard road n shouting n scolding the person.. but tis orchard road is world-wide.. it's globalised.. everyone noe's abt it.. tink it over gal.. i would nvr do such things.. i alwaes sae frens are forever.. but now.. she wants it tis way.. i'll onli abide to it.. can still recall of the good old times we had.. the common characters n things we had.. all these like i said.. might onli be the past.. may never happen ever again in the future.. a 4 yr strong friendship is hard to build... WE hav built it once up tgt.. now it's all trampled all over by her own legs.. her ownself.. she did it.. nvr is it going to be the same again.. not the usal one we had.. a stranger is wad we are now.. the future? i duno n i nvr wana think abt it.. tried hard to preserve the friendship but she insists on trampling over it.. *lifts hands* i dun wana bother alrdy.. not worth.. no point.. tis shows how fragile n how much she doesn't cherish tis friendship we shared.. i weeped.. i shouted at charles.. ranted everything.. but aftr 2 hrs plus.. i tink i had enuff.. i'm fine n i'm alwaes gonna be fine.. not gonna be brought dwn anymore.. reali.. i'm tired..
so charles for all those ranting n shouting at u.. i din mean it.. reali.. <3