Sunday, October 29, 2006 // 1:44 AM
all abt my life now..
life has been going good so far.. it's been super long since the last update.. many things happened.. i went through some.. but some the feeling still lingers n upsets mi.. but the ppl ard mi are nice.. they made mi feel my presence in life in the world.. heres wad i wana sae to dem..
meiyi:
sis for yrs n counting.. though there were the ups n downs we encountered.. n like i said encountered.. we've gone through dem.. we went through all those shit god slamed at us.. i wana tell u.. i adore u.. u were der when i needed someone.. when i had all those shit happening in my life.. u were der hearing mi rant.. hearing mi cry at tyms.. thank you.. ur pressence in my life is needed.. so dun run away k..? i'm greedy.. all those u gave mi is not enuff.. i want more!!!!
miao:
got to know u onli tis yr but god or reality or fate actually told us tat we're meant to be closer den jus normal frens.. we're sisters even if we're not mother n daughter.. haa.. u broke mi through my confusions.. guided mi through wad i nvr dared to go through alone.. walked mi through. gave mi uncountable advices n encouragement.. thank you.. u're needed in my life.. dun run away.. or else i'll suffer worst den in hell..
joe:
knew u for a few yrs but we nvr got close till tis 2 yrs.. or rather tis yr.. many things brought mi closer to u n to understand u... u are my dadi.. my most appreciated one n onli dadi.. thank you for all that u've given mi.. u brought nice ppl into my life.. reali.. maybe there are some who actually caused mi the problems i'm suffering but it's okie.. i'm haapie.. they make mi prepare myself for the life outside.. u walked with mi through my hardest tyms.. although at tyms u reali din noe which direction to lead mi to but at least u din walk out on mi.. u walked together wit mi n the rest.. u too must not leave mi in my life.. u're one whom i'll nvr wana leave n walk out on.. so dun do tat to mi too k..?
patrick:
though we're nvr colse.. but thank you for this few daes.. u gave mi the advices i nvr reali got frm others.. the unusal yet meaningful long lectures.. it's not somthing i'll wana run away frm.. i would wana listen to dem.. u actually remind mi of kent.. he used to tell mi all these things.. anyway thankx for all those words of advices n fun u gave mi.. veri much appreciated.. rmb we're on the same boat... we hate our history.. but we'll create our new future soon.. alrite??
kapoh:
my dearest bestie.. thank you for all the bullies u gave mi which u claim their the love u shower mi.. thankx.. MUCH APPRECIATED... rmb i owe u a movie tic.. n i rmb u owe mi a pizza treat.. i'm looking forward to my bdae.. n yours too.. we'll celebrate it tgt.. haha.. u said u wana buy mi 2 bottles of chivas.. i rmbed it!!!! so u beta kip ur promise.. i'm waiting for my adidas jacket frm u too... haa.. i reali enjoyed those happie phone chats we last tym.. sorry tat i neglected u when i found my new love tat tym.. reali sorry.. but now tat i'm single again.. my tym is shared among all my loved ones.. including u!!!! ahah!!! hmmm.. thank you for the laughter u brought mi frm all ur lovable blurness.. haa..
miranda.randy.huixian:
thank you so so so much for all those company n laughter u brought mi.. those funny stupid things we did in class.. those art sessions for our o's.. haa.. u ppl reali brought mi loads of happiness in sch.. u made mi feel life in sch is not boring.. i reali enjoyed my last yr in yuhua.. haa..
jaime:
we were drifted apart since god noes when but thank god we still met up n made the effort to ask abt each other n mit out for some outtings n shopping.. may not share all my probs wit u partially cause u knew nothing abt the situation nor heard the previous probs so din tell u... dun worry if u ask, i'll tell.. so ask mi!!! haa.. i actually am envious abt ur blisful relationship wit ch.. i envy u!!!! reali.. haa..
fang fang:
thank you for being there n wanting to be there when i needed u.. ur advices are powerful lik u self claimed.. ur words make sense n they bring my brain to do many thinking instead of leaving it to stone n wait for an answer to befall on mi.. hmmmm.. ur care n concern is veri veri much needed.. reali.. thank you!! loveLOVE-
all these ppl that i mentioned.. they're all my closest n one n onli tat i'll nvr wana lose in my life.. they made my life colourful aftr all those storms tat i've went through without dem, my life would nvr be complete .. i love you all ppl.. muackx!!! loveLOVE~ <3