Saturday, September 02, 2006 // 3:05 PM
for 2nd sept.2006..to u: yes.. i reali hate u alot now.. tonns and tonns of hatred to what u've done to mi.. i reali wonder why did u did all that to hurt mi when i've done nothing to make u suffer.. i reali dun understand.. by doing all these to mi will it help to make u happier? to make u live with more happiness??? i reali wonder.. stop telling mi u regret n u're sorry.. pls.. kip it all to urself.. save it for urself in ur heart n for ur own ears to listen.. i'm sick n tired hearing all this frm u.. i hate to hear all these.. stop doing all these things be it to mi.. or to others out there.. u asked mi to change u to a better man.. i can help u.. provided u''re true n sincere with no lies n betrayal again.. once is enough to kill .. it's jus lik killing a man.. one hard stab is enough to leave him lying in the hospital bed n either send him to the mortuary or to be paralysed for life.. u choose ur route.. reali tired to sae much further.. tot it over for a long long tym.. this is gonna be the second the last chance i've giving.. u lose it... it's gone for life.. dun blame mi.. i hate to do this but i'm driven to the ends.. i've no choice.. to choose btw hurting u or hurting myself.. i'd choose hurting u.. i'm selfish but it's afterall my choice.. i choose.. think it over..to the gossipers: to say abt u ppl... i've just something short for u.. if u trust mi n believe mi.. jus help by defending n clarifying for mi.. it'll be very much appreciated.. reali.. BUT if u're gonna be on the opposition's side.. oh come on.. i'm not gonna suffer much.. i'm strong here.. i can hav a one man show.. i'll stand alone.. even if there's ppl who's gonna help mi.. i'm strong now... not gonna bother abt those fucking criticisim u hav for mi.. i'm gonna take it as.. crows chirping.. ugly dogs barking.. pathetic bastards n btiches with no life going round fucking talk crap abt ppl... u choose ur route.. u feel for urself.. do smthing meaningful or doing smthing stupid for the rest of ur fucking life...