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Sunday, July 30, 2006 // 3:28 PM

it's been reali reali long since i've started bolgging again.. the daes in btw the tym i stopped bloggin till now has been going up n dwn.. but most of the tym feeling dwn.... i'm starting to feel tat my life is meant to be lik tat.. as in i don't seem to feel contented nor happy abt it.. this few daes or rather coming to a month.. there were probs lik.. having probs btw frens.. btw family.. everything.. it jus doesn't seem to go right.. and there seem to be a common point btw all of these probs.. MISUNDERSTANDING.. this word seems to occur in every prob.. wad's wrong with my life tis tym?? i kip telling myself.. it's okai as long as i settle tis prob, it'll be fine.. there won't be another one again..i'll stop.. but i'm wrong.. it doesn't appear so.. my probs seem to be coming.. den settled .. den coming back again... ppl alwaes sae.. btrice.. relax.. calm dwn den think, lik tat den i'll be settled.. ppl i tell you.. i've tried.. reali tried.. u can ask fang fang.. i've told her all my probs.. she knew it all.. how much i'veconfided in her tis yr alrdy? uncountable times.. i told myself last yr.. tis yr, it's gonna be a beta one.. wad does god prove to mi??? it's jus another problematic yr for mi to go through... i'm tired.. reali tired.. feel lik giving up everything i hav n jus leave... feel lik it.. but now.. i'll stay strong.. i can hold on now.. i believe i can... i'll do my veri best.. i'll hold through it.. i jus need motivation.. move mi on ppl~

230706 -the dae spent in twn..-

Monday, July 24, 2006 // 6:07 PM

the sweet looking mi!!! haaa..

mi n meiyi when we're waiting for train..

blured btrice... haa..

reflections..

focus on the smile..

wierd looking us~

dying sunflower of mine..

// 6:01 PM

look... my sunflower is dying on mi... since concert tat dae.. i'm so sorry xiao chen. i couldn't leave it alive.. sad... i miss the healthy looking sunflower i had...