make me ur wonder, make me ur lover.

Sunday, May 21, 2006 // 9:38 PM

just burst out crying yst nite.. din understand why i did so too... jus i just can't kip bottling up feelings any further..i've always been telling myself. tat yes i'm fine.. but the true real reason... it's still a question mark.. i dunch even noe wad is wrong with mie.. i wan the old btrice back.. i'm veri veri determined.. but how do i start?? tats the prob with mie now.. i dunch noe... so how?? i duno.. daniel said tis to mie.. -u hav a prob. settle it.. dun jus leave it der.. it wun settle by itself..- i agree but the thing is i duno how to start.. fang said.. it's not the prob.. it's not the reasons.. it's not the process.. it's overall the conclusion...- the main thing is the decision and the answer.. i've grown.. frm a lil girl.. with innocent and simple thinkings.. to a girl now.. with more complex thinkings.. she's grown.. all these stages of growing has made her tink more.. seen more.. though caused her misery.. sadness.. setbacks.. stilll she wants to go back to the past.. like how she was.. tat's wad she asks fer now.. she onli wants to learn how to bring back herself... onli den when she noes how to do it den she can proceed and accomplish her task.. to bring back herself.. the old btrice..

teach her how to do it and u'll see her change... fer the better.. the happier...