Saturday, May 20, 2006 // 10:24 PM
i wana live a better life~ tats my resolution fer the rest of the year.. i realised i've been making myself living in too much misery.. make myself seem so damn pathetic.. i'm not pathetic k.. i'm normal.. usual... happie with myself.. tats mi now.. i'm gonna be happie.. make all the worries and sadness turn and change to become happiness... i must make this happen.. if not i'll be so damn pathetic.. no.. i' m nvr lik tat.. i believe i will nvr go anywhere beta if i dun do tis to myself..
i feel tat.. i reali willing to let go of -him- totally already.. to -her- back to the fact tat they relai suit each other.. one a playboy the other a playgirl.. not too bad.. i realised tat i would cry tat tym was relai due to the fact that i can't take it fer a fren to do such a thing to mie.. forget it.. i'm over with it.. not gonna bother.. no point.. maybe i'll jus play ard with dem fer alil more.. pretty bored tis daes.. jus fling ard.. when i'm down and over with it.. tinking it's enough of fun den jus fcuk both the bitch and bastard off.. lik i said.. guys to mie now are jerks.. damn bloody bastards.. i'm jus so sorry to sae all these and conclude it all as one.. but i'm gonna heck it.. it's all the same to mi.. both of dem are taking advantage of the good tat i'm giving dem.. all i gotta sae is.. i've my limits.. when i'm done with it.. i can't take it.. so sorry.. dun blame mi fer doing all thoes shit tat i would do to dem.. sae it as a bitch would do.. wadeva.. heck it!!! i'm not gonna bother wad the others sae... they jus dun noe anything.. i'm jus gonna fcuk dem off when i can't take it anymore.. play with mie and u'll die... try mi...
btrice has her own limits .. try her if u hav the guts