Tuesday, May 09, 2006 // 4:39 PM
blogging rite now at jaime bb's hse... had maths paper 2 todae... sure die.. alot of qns duno how to do... although had tuition yst. still..duno wad to sae... dissapointed in myself.. history.. confirm flunk... whole hall fer those taking history, almost half of dem sae sure die.. so wad can i sae??anywae tink the sch can also jus take away history tchrs and the sub le ba... seh~ haa... jus went friendster check.. din expect him to reply my msg so soon.. suddenly i miss him reali much but dun hav hopes to want him back.. lik i said to her" tat dae...i hav to tink well.. tink wad i want..wad i nid..how to do it...how to conserve it...all these are the foundations.. the news ones i've tot of fer mi when i decide to get into another relationship.. i'm happie with my life now.. i've said it mutiple times alrdy... but i'm still gonna sae it... i believe right now i dunch nid anyone new in my life.. i'm happie with my life nw.. reali..i'm also happi tat we're on talking terms and stuff.. at least we don't fail as frens.. like we did as a couple.. happie~ it's a good start fer mi now.. i told him.. i'm slowly picking myself up back frm him.. and going back to wad i am.. i said it.. gonna fulfil or not is a difficult thing to sae... it's difficult.. i find it so.. dun tell mie i can do it fer the sake of being my fren.. i myself am alrdy uncertain thus i duno.. motivate mi but dun tell mie anything more.. i reali nid someone who can jus come forward and tell mie tat.. they do care and will be there.. jus tis sentence can push and motivate mie to stand on my own.. so far.. none.. my besties.. no.. disappointed.. they care but they dun sae... i feel but still words are sometyms.. more powerful?? at tyms i reali tink it is.. yah~ hummm.. feel worried.. more worried den any other tym.. worried abt?? i duno.. reali duno... i'm jus gonna be insane veri soon... will btrice come bac so quickly?? forgetting the past???