Sunday, April 23, 2006 // 8:16 PM
on my way to ECP~~
kenneth~~ he's so adorable.. 220406..
went east coast todae.. also to destress myself.. go and play.. den enjoyed myself though.. i'm all red now.. haa.. so shiok.. haa.. den met this small lil boi.. he's called kenneth. he's five.. took a pix of him though.. wanted to take with him but din get the chance he was so busy building sandcastles.. haaa.. he attracted mi to him bcoz he's got long black eyelashes.. even longer den mine.. omg!! and he's onli 5!!!! haaa.. so adorable.. haa.. how i wish i can bring him home.. jaaa.. i din.. and i couldn't.. sadddd.... -0-
200406~~
the end of my recent commitment.. we decided tat we've to leave each other and we noe why.. i was reluctant but still aftr thinking fer awhile.. i came to be more realistic.. i decided to let go.. it's onli best lik that .. theres no point in continuing it.. i've always emphasised that i dunch lik forced love.. till now.. i believe and go with it.. if it's over, it's reali over... no restart in it.. jus lik a game that u play, once it's game over, it's game over. u can't restart it with the points that u earned.. even if u restart u'll restart with totally nothing.. tats it.. it goes the same for relationships.. i've learnt to become more sensible .. learnt to be strong.. learnt many many things. realised that ppl do care for mi.. they adore mi.. i'll not give up on myself bcoz of such trival matters now, i'll jus have to bring back myself frm him.. i nid tym.. we're still frens jus lik before.. we jus nid tym to get over it.. at least i know myself.. btrice will bring herself back.. she will and she'll succeed!!!!