quarrel wif her...
Sunday, May 08, 2005 // 8:38 AM
duno why i cry sho0 mani times todae.. cried the 1st tym because mummi talk to mi... i'm reali putting the effort to study and do well fer moi exams and score well.. whu doesn't want to have gud results??... bud when i'm putting in all these efforts, were u all here?? no... u dunch see it.. and wad others sae u jus believe..den i be ur daughter 4 wad?? might as well jus disown mi... sumtyms reali hate u aloRt.. trust others more den u trust mi.. bud daddy always will help u put in gud words sho0 tat i'll nort hate u.. bud sometyms ur words can be reali hurting u noe... which actually shows mi veri clearly tat u do care fer mi bud it's in a veri veri hurting way tat i can nvr accept... daddy always say u do love mi veri much even more den didi.. bud... to mi you onli love and pamper mi with financial love and nort emotional love.. u shld noe veri well tat i'm a veri emtional gal... u noe tat veri well... u onli make mi happie by buying mi wad i want bud wad i reali need frm u ish the emotional love.. why can't u try to understand how i feel?? sumtyms reali wonder if u're moi real mother... i reali wonder.. even at the age of eleven, i've already started tinking of nort calling u =mummi= bud =auntie=... can u jus imagine how much of hatred i have for u at such a age lik tat??
2nd tym will cry ish because i heard tat song again... tis time with a veri sad feeling... den stare into space den listen to the song den listen to the lyrics... den feel tat it reali blends in to moi situation sho0 felt reali down den drop tears... yea it's kind of lame bud if u noe how i feel guess u'll tink likewise... "To u ... u noe whu u are.. i'm veri sowie tat i broke moi promise to u abt nort crying anymore... bud i reali can't take the pressure any further... i've to let it out... now tat i've let it all out, i'm fine now.. serious... pls dunch doubt moi words... i'm serious... to thoes whu are worried.. dunch worri i'm jus letting all moi feelings out dunch wana kip it inside mi anymore.. so dunch worrie i'm fine now...