make me ur wonder, make me ur lover.

feel sho terrible.. reali hate moiself..

Wednesday, April 27, 2005 // 10:00 AM

dunch noe why ever since we parted we've nort contacted at all but onli from e start of tis year.. he suddenly msged mi and after tat we'll talk la.. until tis few daes i went to his place go see the ke ai long mao... haaS.. den now i did something tat even mi moiself can't forgive moiself den i dunch noe if she noe already wad will she do... hate mi ish definetly.. bud the prob is i dunch noe her at all... hate mi... haix it all starts from mi... i'm to blame fer everything... anyway he's the one to blame partcially also.. todae still saw dem... haix...

todae when i came back frm moi recess suddenly realised tat suddenly moi table gort extra drawing den i carefully examine tat drawing and i came to realise tat the drawing is actually from HIM another him... wanted to ask him todae after sch bud den promised mei jing tat i'll go wif her to buy ear stick den i didn't go ask him already... haaS... starting to feel so tired after everything tat is happening .... >>>