* i hate u *
Wednesday, September 01, 2004 // 12:45 PM
dunch no why... i am feeling so down... jus because of what he says.. the day was fine UNTIL nite came & my mood suddenly changed and it somwhow or rather affected him ... dunch no y he treats mi so well but i jus can't treat him the way he treats mi... when i'm down, he will try to make mi laugh or smile... but duch no y i will not feel beta totally although i did smile... why? another thing is i reali am pissed of when he talks abt his ex.s ... ahhh... all tis actually pisses mi off... dunch tink he knew it until i told him... why won't he no it through my words? i thought my words were the most straight - forward ones? feel so down now... reali down... reali feel lik going to slip and onli to wake up when i reali can forget about everiting... :( sadness is overcoming mi ....